Being Humanist..

To Err.. is Human..
To Forgive.. is Divine..
To Punish.. is Evil..

To Confess.. is Human..
To Accept.. is Divine..
To Cheat.. is Evil..

To Lose.. is Human..
To Have.. is Divine..
To Trash.. is Evil..

To Miss.. is Human..
To Find.. is Divine..
To Ignore.. is Evil..

To Take.. is Human..
To Give.. is Divine..
To Hurt.. is Evil..

To Understand.. is Human..
To Feel..is Divine..
To Mistake.. is Evil..

To Forget.. is Human..
To Love.. is Divine..
To Hate.. is Evil..

Friends.. it's really great to be Humanist..
Put aside your Self Esteem and be Humanist.
Love for nothing.. and be Humanist.
Understand everybody's heart.. and be Humanist.
Listen to others.. and be Humanist.
Feel that Dead Rock.. and be Humanist.
Forget and Forgive.. just be Humanist..

Yes.. a Humanist.. for Human Assist. :-)

KARWA CHAUTH..

Aaj ka din main kabhi bhool nahi paaunga..
Bahot pyara.. bahot meetha.. bahot shaant..
Aaj ke din agar tum hoti toh main khoob rota.. tumhare pyar main..
Aaj maine kuchh jana.. pyar ke shakti ko mehsus kiya..
Bus.. aaj maine sab kuchh paa liya..!

Barso se tumhari raah dekh raha hoon.. Bahot door jo chala gaya hoon tumse..
Par fir bhi humesha mujhe lagta raha.. ke tum mere agal bagal ho.. mere saath hi rehti ho.. Pyar se mera naam leti ho.. mere chehre pe haath firoti ho..
Aye sona.. tum kitna mujhe chaahti ho..
Meri Biwi pe naaz hai mujhe.. Biwi ho to aisi.............

Sona.. aaj mujhe bahot yaad aa rahi hai tumhari..
Bahot rona aa raha hai.. par haaye.. yeh aankhein roh bhi nahi paa rahi..
Kya karti ? Subah se paani tak nahi piya hai na maine..
Ab yeh aankhein toh kaha se paani laayengi ?
Sona.. tum bahot khoobsurat ho.. bahot pyar aa raha hai mujhe tum pe..
Aaj mujhe kuchh soojh nahi raha..
Khud ek lekhak hote hue bhi mujhe aaj shabd nahi sujh rahe.. tumhari taareef ke liye..
Bus itna kehta hoon.. Gali main aaj chaand nikla.. Tum aaye toh aya mujhe yaad.. gali main aaj chand nikla..............

Par us chaand ka kya muqabla is chaand ke aage..?
Bus.. ek reet poori kar raha hoon..
Aaj band hone se pehle meri yeh aankhein do chandon ka darshan karengi.. ek woh.. aur ek tum.. meri Manu..

Sona, I never believed in god.. was an atheist.. and still is.
But still today I've kept this fast.
I always had a laugh on other's worship.. hasta raha main un ke vrat vaikalya.. yadnya yaag.. upaas tapaas dekh kar..
Par aaj tum mat hasna mujh pe ha.. please promise me you won't..
Sona see na.. moon has risen too..!
How sweet.. how cute.. how cool.. how silent.. how handsome he is..!
Ha.. but not more than you.
Cause he has got a stain.. A stain of Betrayal.
Woh kaha.. aur Tum kaha..!!
Tum toh bus kya kahoo.. is jaha ki.. mere jaha ki.. Aadimaya Shakti ho.. A beauty angel !
Sona.. Today I have spent my day in your name.
Today I didn't do any wrong deed.
No sin.. no mistake.. Neither spoke harshly to anybody.
Despite being lack of money.. I spent some for my friends.. to feed them Bhelpuri..
Today I realised that happiness which one get after feeding others self being starved..
Bus.. aaj kuchh tamanna na rahi.. ek tumhare siva..

Chalega.. tum shareer se door raho mujhse.. par dil se bus meri rehna.. aur mere hi dil main rehna..
Saaton janam main tumhare, main saath rahunga yaar..
Mar bhi gaya toh main tumhe, karta rahunga pyar..!!

Today I'm breathing.. but tomorrow I will die.. Then there will be reincarnation !
Fir main naya janam loonga..
Fir se hum dono Nalasopara main honge.. bacche ban ke ek saath school jayenge.. KBC khelenge.. fir kabhi main tumhe peechhe se dekha karunga..
Aur fir woh din aayenge.. jab hum jawan honge..
Par kuchh judaai ke baad hum fir milenge.. fb pe.. fir se hum dono dost ban jayenge.. Aur ek din aayega.. hum dono main pyar ho jayega..
Fir hum ho jayenge ek duje ke liye.
Fir wahi pyar bhari raatein aayengi.. aur aisi ek raat jo aaj hai.
Kuchh farak na hoga.. bus tum bin wah raat na hogi.
Fir chaand aayega.. main use dekh aankhein band karunga..
Fir tumhe saamne bithaake main in aankhon se mere chand ke darshan karunga..
Bus tumhe dekhta hi rahunga.
Shaayad yeh aankhein beh jaayengi.. par wah baat alag hogi.
fir main tumhe baaho main bhar loonga.. seene se laga loonga.. aankhein band ho jaayengi..
meri dhadkan tumhari dhadkano main sama jaayengi.
Main kho jaaunga.. kahi door..
Par fir ek awaj aayegi.. jo mujhe hosh de jaayegi.. "Sona.. mooh kholo na please.. paani pee lo na.. ab toh chhod do na.. tumhara yeh.. KARWA CHAUTH !"

 

                                                                                                                                                               

                                   Sumiet's Diary..

"Manu's Virgin..!!"

     No matter so far, so unreachable are you..
Still every a while, you touch me and woo..
     Mumbling through my mind, - "Hey, my Sonu..!
Just give a couple of days, to your Manu..

     A day will arrive, your life will bloom..
I would be the Bride, you, the Groom..
     No, I can't predict, when will approach leisure..
But down here or upstairs, it's the fate for sure..

     It's not like I don't, love you anymore..
It's those kith and kin, in between therefore..
     Let me sort out, who can't anybody else..
Cause without a struggle, success never hails..

     Yes, I'm coming, but dear would you wait ?
Would you forgive, if I become too late ??"
     Now let me tell you, "Oh, my Honey Bunny..!
You are my eternal half, my soul's harmony..

     Recall those days, when to you, I confided..
Void I kept within, my everything I handed..
     I saw you as Mom, Sis, Baby, and my Wife..
You turned my Love-Idol, and my life..

     That Kiss, that Hug, that Word and that Tear..
Today I repent and yearn, for that yesteryear..
     I wish I knew someone, who can lend..
That Dream which you and me, did spend..

     No Sona, without you, I won't live or die..
No matter how much, would I whine or cry.."
     Am happy being Widower, free of any sin..
It's a Fortune to die, as "Manu's Virgin..!!"

                                                      - Sumiet's Diary

                            This was written and treasured as Manu's 23rd Birthday Gift..

                          

ख्वाब...

जो मैं सोचता हूँ, यहाँ वोह होता है |
मेरे दिल की ईबादत, यहाँ कोई तोह सुनता है ||

यहाँ की शांती से, मन मेरा संभलता है |
मेरे अंदर का शक्स, मुझे सामने दिखता है ||

अच्छाईयाँ है हर तरफ, यहाँ तोह बडी सुंदरता है |
मुझ जैसे मरने वाला भी, यहाँ सदियों तक जीता है ||

यहाँ हर घडी हर वक्त, मुझे जिसका खयाल रेहता है |
मेरी आँखों के सामने, एक जिसका चेहरा होता है ||

यहाँ मेरी अमीरी का, ना किसी को हिसाब मिल सकता है |
के सारे जन्नतो का नूर, उसके नाखून में समाता है ||

उसके मिँठी साँसो से, मेरा जहाँ मेहेक उठता है |
जिसका मन और बदन देख, कोहिनूर भी शरमाता है ||

ऐसी मेरी बिवी का मुझसे, यहाँ गेहरा एक रीश्ता है |
वोह मेरी मनु जिसे "सोनपरी", खुद येह खुदाह पुकारता है ||

मेरी जमीन उसकी गोद, यहाँ उसका चेहरा मुझपे छाता है |
उसके सींदूर भरी माँग से, मेरे मौत का हैवान भी काँपता है ||

यहाँ हम दोनो के बींच, ना कोई आँ पाता है |
बस मै -- मेरी मनु, और कुछ नही रेह जाता है ||

आज यहाँ बस गया हूँ मैं, मेरे लौटने की नही संभाव्यता है |
क्यूँ के प्यार बनके मेरा मनु, मुझपे रातदीन बरसता है ||

अब ना उठाओ मुझे नींद से... यारों मेरा जीँ घबराता है |
क्यूँ के एक ख्वाब ही है जो... मुझे मेरी "मानसी" से मिलवाता है ||

                                                  ~ Sumiet's Diary

This was written in the remembrance of Manu..

Jiah Khan's Suicide Note..

Jiah's letter to Suraj Pancholi..

"I don’t know how to say this to you but I might as well now as I have nothing to lose. I’ve already lost everything. If you’re reading this I might have already left or about to leave. I am broken inside. You may not have known this but you affected me deeply to a point where I lost myself in loving you. Yet you tortured me everyday.

These days I see no light I wake up not wanting to wake up. There was a time I saw my life with you, a future with you. But you shattered my dreams. I feel dead inside. I’ve never given so much of myself to someone or cared so much. You returned my love with cheating and lies. It didn’t matter how many gifts I gave you or how beautiful I looked for you.

I was scared of getting pregnant but I gave myself completely the pain you have caused me everyday has destroyed every bit of me, destroyed my soul. I can’t eat or sleep or think or function. I am running away from everything. The career is not even worth it anymore.

When I first met you I was driven, ambitious and disciplined. Then I fell for you, a love I thought would bring out the best in me. I don’t know why destiny brought us together. After all the pain, the rape, the abuse, the torture I have seen previously I didn’t deserve this.

I didn’t see any love or commitment from you. I just became increasingly scared that you would hurt me mentally or physically. Your life was about partying and women. Mine was you and my work. If I stay here I will crave you and miss you.

So I am kissing my 10-year career and dreams goodbye. I never told you but I received a message about you. About you cheating on me. I chose to ignore it, decided to trust you. You embarrassed me. I never went out, I never went with anyone else. I am a loyal person. I never met anyone with Karthik I just wanted you to feel how you make me feel constantly.

No other woman will give you as much as I did or love you as much as I did. I can write that in my blood. Things were looking up for me here, but is it worth it when you constantly feel the pain of heartbreak when the person you love wants to abuse you or threatens o hit you or cheats on you telling other girls they are beautiful or throws you out of their house when you have no where to go and you’ve come to them out of love or when they lie to your face or they make you chase after them in their car.

Or disrespects their family. You never even met my sister. I bought your sister presents. You tore my soul. I have no reason to breathe anymore. All I wanted was love. I did everything for you. I was working for us. But you were never my partner. My future is destroyed my happiness snatched away from me.

I always wished the best for you, was ready to invest what little money I had in your betterment. You never appreciated my love, Kicked me in the face. I have no confidence or self esteem left, whatever talent whatever ambition you took it all away. You destroyed my life. It hurt me so much that I waited for you for ten days and you didn’t bother buying me something.

The Goa trip was my birthday present but even after you cheated I still spent on you. I aborted our baby when it hurt me deeply. You destroyed my Christmas and my birthday dinner when I came back. When I tried my hardest to make your birthday special. You chose to be away from me on Valentines Day. You promised me once we made it to one year we would get engaged. All you want in life is partying, your women and your selfish motives.

All I wanted was you and my happiness you took both away from me. I spent money on you selflessly you would throw in my face. When I would cry for you. I have nothing left in this world to live for after this. I wish you had loved me like I loved you.

I dreamt of our future. I dreamt f our success. I leave this place with nothing but broken dreams and empty promises. All I want now is to go to sleep and never wake up again. I am nothing. I had everything. I felt so alone even while with you. You made me feel alone and vulnerable. I am so much more than this.”

                                        REVIEW FROM AUTHOR..

As I dived through her soul reading the every word she wrote.. I felt the storm which she underwent..
It was a horrible experience for me.. Frankly speaking.. Main toh dar gaya..!!
Shaayad mujhe yaad aa gaya jo mere saath hua tha..
Theek isi tarah Jiah.. main andhere main kho gaya tha..
These people will love you.. will use you.. then leave you without any valid reason..
They will never know how it goes on us.. They will live happily..

Yeh Pyaar main kyu hota hai... Yeh Pyaar main kyu hota hai...

Kyu kisiko dua ke badle dua nahi milti..
Kyu kisiko hasi ke badle hasi nahi milti..
Kyu kisiko wafa ke badle wqafa nahi milti..

Yeh Pyaar main kyu hota hai... Yeh Pyaar main kyu hota hai...

Actually I would also blame all those people.. same as Suraj Pancholi.. who did exist in her life by some na some role.. (e.g. Family, Friends, Acquaintances..)
Ek Ladki ka depression tum logo ko uske suicide ke baad hi pataah chala..?
Aur ab hamdardi jataah rahe ho..?
Kya hota agar uski dil ki baat jaankar us gehraai tak uski Taqleefain samajh lete..?
Jiah ne theek kiya.. as by her perspection.. lekin Suraj tune bahot bada Gunaah kiya hai..
Fir se usne Ladkon ka Image kharaab kar di hai..
Ek ladki ki zindagi barbaad karna kya hota hai woh tujhe tab hi pataah chalega jab teri ek beti hogi aur use koi tujh jaisa mil ke woh karega jo tune kiya hai..
And as by Law.. tu sala bada Aadmi hai.. you won't get a deserved punishment legally..
But still one day.. you would find yourself in that dark place where you threw a Girl who loved you more than her world..

And Ms. Jiah Khan.. I won't say you : R.I.P... rest in peace..
Cause I want you to come back soon here with more beautiful life and fulfill your wish.. those sweet imaginations which you left behind..
But please let me add you.. Never ever do such thing again..
Love is the most difficult game to play with..
Yaha har jagah dhokha hai.. kadam kadam pe Buraayiaa hai..
Sambhaal ke chalna..
Aisa haath na pakadna jo andhere main ghoom ho jaaye..

And dear BOYS and GIRLS..
Sab tarah ke Mazaak chalega.. par kabhi Pyaar ka mazaak nahi karna kisi ke saath..
Duniyaa main bahot saari cheeze hai.. bahot saare khilone hai.. is Dil ko toh chhod do..
Don't ruin anybody's life only just for your selfish means..
It really hurts.. it really does..

Once again Jiah.. you made us cry.. Stupid.. :'(
23 saal ho gaye mujhe.. lekin tujhsi Ladki nahi dekhi..
I salute you.. Mmmuuuaaahhh.... :-*

REFERENCE..

Sumiet23