When you love me..

Everything is fine.. Everything is sweet..
The world seems so beautiful..
There ain't any stresses.. may be they are, but they don't matter.
I've got an escape from this cruel and selfish world.

I've got my life.. I've got you.
No need of friends or family.. No thirst of fame.. No dependence on money.. No nothing.. Bus only you.

It's you on whom I am up to..

Your hands are like warm cushions.. holding them gives me support.
Your smile is my pleasure.. I forget my pains.
The Hug you give, makes my beats settle and removes fear from my mind.. fear of my destiny.
Your sweet breath empowers my nerves with enthusiasm.
I see my world in your eyes.
It's your voice which is the only sound here that is not harsh on me.
Nothing provides me more comfort than your cozy lap.

You are my friend.. My only well wisher.. My only treasure..

It seems you are a magic..!!
Or you have a magic !
All turns well when you give a touch..!

I feel to hold your waist, to hug you, to kiss you on your neck.. to whisper in your ears and give a heartily thanks to you.

Oh my Honey.. how it would had been great if you had came here too out of my dreams..!

I want to meet you in reality.. I want to..!!

Cause you are the only bliss for me.. Only life for me where I can walk this journey peacefully.

I feel worth.. I feel blessed.. I feel like a baby when you love me.. when you love......!!

- Sumiet Talekar

Parents ??

(NOTE FOR READERS : There are many mysteries between human beings which are never solved and many feelings which are never expressed..

Here the writer has dived in a dark depth to light on some shameful hidden side of Human affairs..

It's controversial and needs extraordinary thinking..

Readers who won't be able to conclude the moral, please discontinue..)

I love my parents.. I can't live without them..

They are more than my God..

I can't leave them..

They have strived for me like nobody else..

I owe my life to them..

And Blaa Blaa..

You people need to think twice.. 

"Who were you before your birth ? 

Who were your parents before that ?

Toh aap Beto aur Betiyaan apne Maa Baap ke saath hi shaadi kyu nahi kar lete ?

Why do many moms and dads offer their offsprings a miserable life of poverty ?"

Now say..

"How much enjoy your parents did on their bed to produce you ?

How many of your siblings they had aborted and are still aborting by using pills and wears ??

Why your parents don't love these unborn kids ?

Why your mother has killed hundreds of your baby siblings in her life through her menstrual waste ?

Why your father drops thousands of babies like you on his bed every 15 to 30 days (or more) ?

Why many mothers exploit their sons and fathers exploit their daughters sexually ?

How much force they apply to fulfill their dreams through you ?

How can they ruin a boy or a girl's life for sake of you ?"

Think..

"They gave you a birth.. but with that they have given you a death too.. which you're going to face one day..

If they have shown you this world and its happiness.. then also they have shown you all the bad things here by which you are suffering till now..

And that's the reason every one of us does cry while taking birth..

Itni meherbaani Maa Baap agar hum pe karte.. to hum kabhi rote rote paida na hote.. aur naahi rote rote marte...!!"

Accept it.. Or ignore it..

Truth is truth..

Truth is bitter..

Bitter is hidden..

Hidden is a Sin..

And what else are these Parents ???

Double Standard..

(Dedicated to my Manasi and Priya..)

I said.. "Sona.. Never leave me.." 

          She never heard.
I said.. "Just leave me alone..!" 

          oh, now She heard !!

I said.. "You are so beautiful..!" 

          She took it as a lie.
I said.. "Bitch, you are bad.." 

          and she began to cry.

I said.. "I need you Baby.."

          She smiled only a bit.
I said.. "Please go to hell..!" 

          damn she was red lit.

I said.. "I don't deserve you.."

          She said.."but honey, I love you.."
I said.. "Please marry me then.." 

          She said.. "Destiny won't let to.."

I said.. "I'll die without you.."
          She said.. "Stupid, I'm going nowhere.."
I said.. "I'm leaving you.." 

          She said.. "Okay bye.. Take care.."

I said.. "I'll change for you.." 

          She said.. "I'm wrong and not you.."
I said.. "You have to change for me.." 

          She said.. "Understand, why don't you ??"

I said.. "You'll get better than me.." 

          She said.. "You're very special for me.."
I said.. "Just decide, me or them ?" 

          She said.. "Now stop torturing me.."

I said.. "Now should I forget you..?" 

          She said.. "You be my friend.."
I said.. "And our relationship..?" 

          She said.. "Sumiet.. It's an end.."

I said.. "You broke your promise.." 

          She said.. "I have to look forward.."

I said.. "And where should I look ??"
          They said.. "At her double standard..!!"

-  Sumiet Talekar

The world goes..

Share yourself.. and get used..
Hide yourself.. be left unseen..

Live for yourself.. and you are a selfish..
Die for a person.. be named a Psycho..

Cry for someone.. and you are mental..
Make cry others.. be a criminal..

Search for a partner.. and you are a flirt..
Stay a bit away.. damn you have an attitude..!

Work hard and honest.. and you will die poor..
Earn by wrong way.. Be famous as rascal..

Change yourself.. and you are taken for granted..
Ask them to change.. Boy, you are left alone..!

Be conscious of fate.. and you are a negative thinker..
Be always a positive.. Oh how you so careless..!

Touch their body.. and you are a dirty minded..
Stay some away.. you don't love, they complain..

Be a Virgin.. and yearn forever..
Or get messed.. To be more ever..

Walk a straight way.. and you are too dumb..
Just have a catwalk.. see how the world goes..

- Sumiet..

Mistake..

Fell in love with a married woman who is 12 years more than me.. but now I've left her forcefully .. am I right or wrong ? Help.. Depressed..

I'm 24 now..
My first love broke up with me for her parents.. After a relationship of one year.
Since then I was so alone and depressed that I lost my everything.
One year passed but I was same.

But six months ago I met a woman here in yahoo groups and steadily we became friends.
I shared my depression with her.. 

Soon I found that I was in love with her. 

She is 35.. Is a doctor.. Has a healthy married life. She has a rich hubby and a daughter.
Her standard is high than me. 

When I confessed my love to her she said that she is in same too. 

We shared many feelings..
But one day when I asked her if she would marry me.. She declined saying that she loves her hubby very much. 

I was too hurt..
If she loves him so much then why she played with my feelings and used to say me that she loves me badly..?
Why she made me to fall for her ?

Yesterday I made a final decision of leaving her.
Yes she might had got hurt deeply.. Also I'm feeling too guilty.
I blocked her from everywhere. 

Friends.. I did this cause I don't want to disturb her marital life. 

But.. Now once again I'm left alone and depressed.
My eyes are left with floods of tears.

Please say me if I am wrong or right ?
And now how to get rid of this depression ?
And what is the punishment for this mistake ?