PYAR KIYA TO NIBHANA..

Agar tu na mili hoti, to mujhe koi na mila hota..
Akela tha mai tabhi, aur aaj bhi yaar akela hota..

Saundarya pichhe bhaage Duniya, us mai mera kya hua hota..
Chhipa reh jata mai to, agar tune na mujhe pehchana hota..

Milte hi na hum kabhi, agar naseebo mai likha na hota..
Tu kisi aur ke saath hoti, aur mai tanhaayi ke saath hota..

Love aaj kal apratyaashit, aaj ek pyar to kal dusra hota..
Par tune woh kar dikhaya, jo kabhi kisi aur se na hua hota..

Dost banaake bhool jaate, aksar logo mai aisa hi hota..
Bas tu hi samajh payi, Pyar kiya to nibhana bhi hota..

- Sumiet

Khudgarzi..

"I have fallen in love with you."

"Yes sweetheart, Please fall in my life too."

"Means?"

"Come in my life too."

"I am already."

"Not legally.
We have not married yet.
I want to be around you without any objections from others."

"Oh how sweet.
That's why I love you."

"Then when are you deciding?"

"About what?"

"Our marriage and what."

"Oh honey, we'll talk about this later."

"You always say that."

"Dear, you know I will have to convince my whole family for this.
And this is not less than a war."

"What's stopping you then?
Sona please, I can't wait anymore."

"See baby, they think that you are not a right girl for me.
And I am not in a mindset of hurting them right now."

"Then who they think that right girl is?
And what about that you are hurting me now?"

"Shhh.. Please stop.
I don't wanna debate.
You spoiled my mood.
I wanted to kiss you."

"You know, you are nothing but a selfish sheep."



Yeh kaisi teri khudgarzi, na jaani maine kabhi.
Kaise na tujhe pehchana, itne paas aakar bhi?

Kehta hai mujhe ke, karta hoon pyar bus tujhi se.
Fir yeh toh bataa de, kyu flirt karta har Ladki se?

Dost keh kar mujhe tu, koi baatein share nahi karta.
Har baar mai hi karu, yaad tu khud kyu nahi karta?

Nahi bhoola sakti tujhe, dil mera majboor hai.
Aaj kareeb ho kar bhi, tu kyu itne door hai?

Teri meethi baato ne, yaar mujhe fasaa diya hai.
Badal gayi tere liye mai, ab tu kyu badal raha hai?

Tune jab bhi pukara, mai tere liye rahi available.
Fir kyu aaj mai tarsu, tere saath bitaane do pal?

Chup na reh abhi, bataa jo bhi teri naraazgi.
Varna khamoshi aaj, dikha degi teri khudgarzi..


- Sumiet

Tu pyar hai kisi aur ka..

Tu pyar hai kisi aur ka, tujhe chahta koi aur hai..
Tu pasand hai kisi aur ki, tujhe maagta koi aur hai..

Tu dil hai kisi aur ka, teri jaan koi aur hai..
Tu khushi hai kisi aur ki, tujhe hasata koi aur hai..

Tu khwaab hai kisi aur ka, tujhe dekhta koi aur hai..
Tu yaad hai kisi aur ki, teri baato main koi aur hai..

Tu junoon hai kisi aur ka, teri zidd koi aur hai..
Tu jindagi hai kisi aur ki, tera naseeb koi aur hai..

Tu kal hai kisi aur ka, tere liye jeeta koi aur hai..
Tu aage kisi aur ke, tere pichhe kitne aur hai..

Par agar tu bana kisi aur ka, toh mujhe jeena nahi aur hai..
Ab paas aakar keh bhi de "Sanam, tere jaisa na koi aur hai..!"

- Sumiet

Jeena..

Ho aisi duniya, jaha har koi sundar ho..
Kaale Gore ka farak na rahe,
Aur har kisi ki ek pehchaan ho..

Khoon se kam, par dil se bane rishte ho..
Apni jimmedari khub nibhaye,
Na ek dusre ke bharose ho..

Acchi ho khwaaishey, na kisika bura ho..
Dekhe har khwaab jo koi,
Mashallah, agle hi din woh puri ho..

Pyarbhare sawaal ka, pyarbhara hi jawab ho..
Vishwas jo rakha kisine,
Vishwas ka uske, na kabhi ghaat ho..

Aapka aur humara, kuchh is tarah jeena ho..
Jeetey toh duniya mai hum,
Par jeena wahi, jo kisike dil aur dimaag mai ho..


- Sumiet Talekar

Lo maan liya maine..

Lo maan liya maine, pyar nahi karte tum..
Mere saath meri yaadein, ho gayi hai gum..

Par kaise karu yakeen, ke sab khatam ho gaya..
Lamba tha yeh safar, ya saath kum pad gaya..

Jaa chuke bahot door tum, ab thoda ruk bhi jao..
Nahi milenge humare raste.. na kahunga laut aao..

Bas kabhi kabhar yaad, mujhe aati hai tumhari..
Kaash mai likh pata, poori kahaani humaari..

Khub kaha hai kisine, ke Waqt hai behta paani..
Le jaati hai sab kuchh, chhod ke bus nishani..

- Sumiet

F*R*I*E*N*D*S

Hello..

...Ha bolo.

Kaise ho ?

Thik.. aur tum ?

Pehchana mujhe ?

Kaise nahi pehchanunga ?

Hmm.. 😔
I'm sorry..

Sorry for what ?

For leaving you.

You never left me... 😕
Well leave it.
Say how are you ?

Without you...

You have me.

...Koi mili ki nahi ?

Mili na.
Tumhe ?

Hmm..
Kon h woh khushnaseeb ?

Hai ek..
Ditto tumhare jaisi.

Mujh se achhi hogi..

Tum kaha boori ho.

Tumhe nahi pata ?

Pata hota toh achha hota...
Aur bolo.. aj kaise yaad aayi achanak ?

Kuchh batana tha.

Kya baki hai ?

Meri shaadi fix hui hai.

Wow !
Congrats !! ☺

Hmm.. 😑

Chalo achha hua.

Puchhoge nahi kaun hai woh ?

Jaan ke kya karunga.
Jo koi hai... lucky toh hai.

Ab tum pehle ki tarah mere baare mai possessive nahi ho na ?

Pehle mere paas bus tum hi thi.

Hmm.. 😐
Kaisa laga tumhe aaj mujhse baat karke ?

Kal ki tarah.

Kya karte ho aaj kal ?

Kuchh nahi, job aur education.
Tumhara ho gaya na pura ?

Ha.. job bhi laga hai.

Waah..! fir toh aap Madam ban gayi !
Aur apke Sir kaise hai ?

Kaun ?

BF jee aapke.

Kaun ?

Kaun ya kaunsa ? 😝

Hahaha.. so funny. 😊

Arey wahi.. tumhara pahila crush.
Mr. xxxxxx.

Achha woh..

Ha woh..

Woh to first class.

Hmm... aur baki sab third class.

Kuchh bhi..

😀

Mummyjee kaisi hai ?

Thik..
Ab kya bataau, bimari ne pareshan kar dia hai.
Abhi just gaya doc visit karke.

Arey yaar..
Ek simple sa kaam nahi jamata.

Kya ?

Roj ka ek apple to hai.

Matlab ?

Arey.. apple latkate nahi kya ghar ke bahar ?

Woh kyu ?

Bhool gayi kya ?
"An apple a day keeps a doctor away." 😂

Oohh..

Hahaha..

😄
Aur pata h kya.
Woh Xxxxxx hai na, uski shaadi ho gayi last year.

 Sirf shaadi hi nahi hui..

Toh ?

Mummy bhi ban gayi hai woh.

Ohh.. ha.
Life is so fast.
Kabhi hum bacche the.. aaj humare honeko hai.

Ha, matlab tumhare.

Arey yaar.. pehle shaadi toh ho jane do. 😄

A buddhu.. bacche ke liye shaadi compulsory thodi hoti hai. 😜

Hahaha..
Hat, kuchh bhi.

😂

Aur batao, khana khaya ?

Ha kyu ?
Tum nahi khati kya ?

Ha toh.. woh bhi 3 baar.

Toh khao na jao.
Dimag kyu kha rahi ho. 😝

😅

Kyu free nahi ho kya ?

Na re baba.
Aaj kal chocolate bhi free mai nahi milta.
Aur tum meri baat kar rahi ho.

Achha ?
Toh kitni kimmat hai tumhari ?

Puchh rahi ho ya bata rahi ho ?

Whatever. 😏

Madam jee ab bas bhi karo.
Hum gareebo ko maaf kar do.

Chalo kiya maaf.
Ab paao chhuo mere.

Thik hai jee toh yeh lo.
Paao upar karo.

Hat, besharam.

Woh kya hai na, aj kamar mai moch aayi hai. 😜

😆

Aur yeh mai kya sun raha hoo aaj kal.

Kya ?

Madam ne 4 Wheeler lee hai.

Ha, sahi suna.

Aur woh bhi hawe mai udne wali.

Na, yeh galat suna.

Toh kya woh normal si gaadi hai kya ? 😐

Toh kya Batman ki car kharidungi kya mai ? 😅

Hmm..
Baat samajh mai nahi aayi. 😯

Ab kya ?

Ek sadharan gaadi ko tum asmaan mai kaise chalati ho ?

Woh kya hai na.
Car mai music bajati hoo, thoda bass badhati hoo, aur sab ho jata hai.

Itna kyu badhaati ho ?
Bass ?

Kyu ki..
Baby ko bass pasand hai !! 😆

😂
Kabhi hume bhi ek test drive dilva do.

Ha ha, kyu nahi.
But jara sambhalna ha.

Daro mat yaar.
Mai nahi udaane wala.
Mujhe nahi jamta hawa mai udna.
Koi mujhe plane bhi dega agar chalane to bhi mai use highway se hi le aunga bhai.

Buhahaha..

Hahaha..
Chalo fir.

Kaha ?

Arey, matlab rakhta hoo.
Waise bhi tum kaha jaogi ajnabee ke saath.

Kon ajnabee ?

Mai, aur kaun ?
Kitne dino baad phone kiya aapne Ma'am ?

Hmm.. 3 saal baad.

Nahi.
3 saal.. 6 mahine.. 12 din.. 8 ghante.. 44 min.

Ohh..
Fir bhi.. hum ajnabee thodi na hai.

Toh kya hai hum ?

We are friends... 😇

Kya ?????????? 😮

Aksar..

Aksar is duniya mai log aisa kyu karte hai?

Ghusse ka jawaab ghusse se dete hai..
Taane ka jawaab taane se dete hai.. Mazaak ka jawaab mazaak se dete hai..

Par pyar ka jawaab, pyar se kyu nahi dete hai?

Waqt to badalta rehta hai..
Jagah bhi badalti rehti hai..
Sapne badalte rehte hai..

Par kisi pe kabhi log, umarbhar kaise mukarte hai?

Yeh mera bhai, woh mera chacha hai..
Yeh meri biwi woh mera baccha hai..
Rishto ka shauq logo ko bada achha hai..

Par insaan ka insaan se rishta, aaj kyu kaccha hai?

Jasbaat mai sab galati kar jaate hai..
Ghoom fir ke sab ghar ko hi aate hai..
Tan pe lage ghaaw kal bhar jate hai..

Par maaf kar ke bhi log, bhool kyu nahi paate hai?

Andar se hai alag, dikhaate aur hai..
Dusro ki zindagi mai, dhyaan gaur hai.. Shakti aur buddhi se aaj ka daur hai..

Par bade bade hoshiyaar bhi, kyu Dil se majboor hai?

- Sumiet Talekar

Valentine..

Sooni sooni thi zindagi.. tha kisi ka to intezaar..
Pata hi nahi chala kab.. suni tumne dil ki pukaar..

Mile hum is tarah se.. jaise koi baat hi nahi..
Par ab tumhare bina.. jaata ek din bhi nahi..

Waise to kai baar tumne.. dil ko mere toda hai..
Fir bhi hamesha dil.. tumhare paas hi ayaa hai..

Bichhde kabhi hum to.. din raat tumhe yaad kiya..
Bhool gaya main sab.. fir tumne utna pyaar diya..

Duniya ko door kar ke.. aaj hum aaye paas..
Ab nibhana pyaar ko.. tum mere jeene ki aas..

Badalo chahe rang dhang.. na badalna chaahat..
Galati meri ho ya tumhari.. par sorry ki ho aadat..

Farak nahi padta.. koi agar kuchh bhi kiye..
Tu zaroori sa hai.. mujhko zinda rehne ke liye..

Kehdo mujhe.. kabhi hum na honge juda..
Tum mile.. toh maine paya.. hai khuda..

You are harsh.. and you are divine..
Oh love of mine.. my dear valentine..

Rasta..

Baadal chhaya hai teri yaado ka.. kuchh dikh nahi raha..
Boj aa gaya hai dimaag pe mere.. dil bhi kaam se gaya..

Barsa de ya hataa de tu inko.. yaar kitna mai tadapta rahu..
Tu mil ja mujhse ya fir abhi.. mai tujh mai samata hoon..

Tujh se mila jab mai.. meri saanse yoon tham gayi..
Shayad laga hoga unhe.. yeh ghadi ab ruk si gayi..

Baaho mai liya maine tujhe.. mehsoos karne ke liye..
Aayi awaj tere seene se.. Paagal tu hi hai mujh mai..

Kitni khoobsurat hai tu.. mai tujhe yeh batata raha..
Pata hi nahi chala kab mai.. tere jaal mai fasta chala..

Pyar jo maine kiya dinbhar.. tujhe ab raat mai miss karta hoon..
Shaadi kar le ab tu mujh se.. aa nayi ek zindagi suru karta hoon..

Par teri paane ki khushi ne.. mujhe ek bada khwaaf de di..
Ke Tu agar chali gayi kabhi.. to meri toh maut hi aa gayi..

Geer gaya hoon itna mai.. kya bataau tere pyaar mai..
Meri hone waali beti mujhe.. ab pukaar rahi sapno mai..

Chhod ke aaja na tu sab.. tujhe meri mohabbat ka wasta..
Judaai mai tere dikh rahi.. mujhe meri barbaadi ka rasta..

- Sumiet..

Sahi hai...!!

Jabse tujhko dekha hai.. kuchh ho sa gaya hai..
Jiska tha intezaar mujhe.. woh mil sa gaya hai..

Teri aankhein yeh kehti hai.. tujhe khushiya hazaar hai..
Aur sab kuchh hote hue bhi.. dil mera bekaraar hai..

Komal ye teri naak.. usmai saas toofani hai..
Udaake hosh mere.. ab tu kaha jaa rahi hai.

Teri muskuraahat ne.. kya jaadu kar diya hai..
Ab kuchh bhi karu tere liye.. dil keh raha hai..

Jitni khoobsurat hai tu.. utna tewar bhi bhaari hai..
Tere kareeb aake jana.. zindagi kitni pyaari hai..

Tu aaja paas mere.. akeli tu meri duniya hai..
Mera haath thaam le.. tu hi mera sahara hai..

Chup na reh aise.. dil mera ghabaraata hai..
Dua hai meri tu.. jo roj khuda sunta hai..

Khushiyo mai tera chehra.. aur gum mai tu yaad ata hai..
Bheed ho ya tanahaai.. bas tu hi nazar mujhe ata hai..

Meri yeh dil ki baat.. ab teri dhadkan ko bataani hai..
Par kaise bataau tujhe.. inkaar ki teri adaa puraani hai..

Tujhe pyaar pe bharosa nahi.. ya fir teri mohabbat aur kahi hai..
Tujhe paane ke liye bataa de.. mujhe ab kya karnaa jaroori hai..

Thaan liya hai maine.. tere bin jeena nahi hai..
Tere liye bass mai.. aur mere liye tu sahi hai..!!

👌👆👍

Sumiet..

Nautanki..

Dhoondhne se nahi milti..
Mili toh poori nahi padti..

Peene se bhi nahi bujhti..
Yeh pyaas Jawaani ki..

Kya aag lagi hai badan main..
Neend nahi hai raato main..
Kaise bitaaye yeh fursatein..
Nikamme Tanhaayi ki..

Kaaboo nahi hai khud par..
Roj kuchh na kuchh soch kar..
Sudharna chaahte hai magar..
Jeet hoti hai Manmaani ki..

Umar kat rahi hai roj aahista..
Raah tak rahe hai na jaane kiska..
Aa bhi jaao tum hai yehi tamanna..
Fir shaam ho Zindagi ki..

Achho mai se sacche ko chuno..
Pyar e wafa ki tum kadar kar lo..
Ya fir dil mai itni Nafrat jaga do..
Ke misaal bane Bewaafai ki..

Aaj jo bhi kehna hai keh do..
Kar do saaf chaahe jo bhi ho..
Kya tum, ya hai koi aur woh..
Ladki mere khwaabo ki...

Toh Pyaar pyaar pyaar..!
Nahi to maar maar maar..!!
Ab bass bhi karo na yaar..!
Sharaafat ki Nautanki..!!

- Sumiet Talekar

Waqt..

Main pyaar karta tha usse..
Woh sundar nahi thi.. par uska dil achha tha..
Shayad dil bhi achha nahi tha.. par acting achhi kar leti thi..
Uske dil ko kabhi takleef nahi hui.. par roti achhi thi..
Woh rone lag jaati toh mere aankhon main aasoon aa jaate..
Lekin phir bhi maine use khoob rulaya..
Kya karta.. woh mujh se chhoti chhoti baato ke liye bhi jhooth bola karti thi.
Saha nahi jata tha mujhse.. 

Jis ko maine apna sab kuchh de diya.. Jis se sab kuchh share kiya.. wahi mujhe paraya samajh ke mujh se apni dil ki baat chhupati..

Sapne bahot dikhaaye usne mujhe..
Lagta hai woh hypnotism main maahir thi..
Dekh na saka main uske sapno ke pichhe chupe hue ek sacchhaai ko..
Puri tarah fas gaya tha main uske pyaar main.. usne jaal hi jo aisa bichhaya tha..

Ant main jab Maine jana ke usne mera sirf istemaal kiya.. bahot takleef hui mujhe..

Tod diye sab rishte usne mere saath.
Sharam aane lagi use jab logo ko maaloom hua ke main uska boyfriend hoon..
Kya karti woh bhi.. Salman Khan jo nahi tha main.
Na height thi na body.. Na paisa na parivaar..
Kuchh nahi tha mere paas sivaay uske..
Par woh bhi ab jaa chuki thi..
Uska jo ex tha.. woh ab uske zindagi main fir se aa gaya tha..

Ab uski zindagi main mera role khatam ho gaya tha..

Par main aaj khush hoon.. mujhe khushi hai ke main kisi ke kaam to aaya..

Nafrat main ya pyaar main.. Lekin mera Naam toh aaya..!

Ab shaant ho gaya hoon.. Azad ho chuka hoon..
Ab koi mujhe rula nahi sakta.. Koi dil dhadka nahi sakta..
Aaj jo main apne pairo pe khada hoon bas usi ke badaulat.
Na woh mujhe chhod ke jaati.. na main maut ka samna karta.. na main jeena sikh pata..
Aaj na use khone ka dar.. Na use paane khi khwaaish hai..

Mujhe ek galatfaimi thi.. ke agar humara pyaar saccha ho to duniya ki kaunsi bhi shakti hume juda nahi kar sakti..
Kabhi nahi socha ke uske jaisi mujhe beintehaan pyaar karne waali mere aasoo par has uthegi..
Mujhe laga pyar amar hota hai.. atoot hota hai..
Lekin aaj Maine jana.. yeh pyaar lachaar hai..
Duniya jhukti hai.. Paise ke aage..
Pyar bhi bikta hai bazaar main.
Koi kisi ka nahi hota.. Bas yeh samay sab ko baandh kar rakhta hai..

Yeh kaal chakra hai.. ghumta rehta hai..
Kal jo diya tha woh aaj milne wala hai..
Aaj jo kar raha hoon woh kal dikhne wala hai..

Aaj uska waqt hai.. Kal mera bhi aayega..
Aaj main akela hoon.. Kal koi mil jaayega..
Waqt ke haathon hai sab..
Aaj woh rula gayi mujhe.. Kal use rulaane wala bhi aayega..

- Sumiet Talekar

Orphans..

(This is a sequel to the article "An Orphan" which was written by Sumiet in 2012.

http://sumiet23.blogspot.com/2012/05/orphan.html )

Achha.. toh yaha janam dene waale hi is poore janam ka faisla karte hai..
Nahi.. balki janam janam ka.
Kya khaaye.. kya piye.. kaise baithe.. kaise khade rahe..
Aage jindagi main kya bane.. kaise bane.. aur ha.. kiske bane.. yeh bhi unke hi haatho main rehta hai.. 

Matlab kiske saath shaadi kare aur zindagi bitaaye yeh bas wahi tay kar sakte hai..

Here people are just bodies.. and that too granted from them.. yeah from their parents..
They are puppets with no heart and desires within it.
They will do.. or have to do what their parents wish.
It's just like they are born for the only purpose of their parents.
Or that they are living the life of their parents..

What to wear.. they will ask..
How to act.. they will ask..
What to work.. they will ask..
How to earn.. they will ask..
Who to be.. they will ask..
Who to love.. they will ask..
Whom to marry.. they will ask..
And oh.. now how to reproduce they will ask that too...!!
How ridiculous..!! Ain't it ??

But okay.. those Moms and Dads love their children very much.
They take efforts to raise their offsprings at greater heights.
They are the one who have more mind with full of experiences.
So they know what is actually appropriate for their lads.
They control their children expecting the best of future.
They feed their babies.. grow their infants.. teach their kids.. shape their descendants.. and make them the heirs of their remaining fate.
Parents support their girls/boys in their best and worst.. offer them good family and friends.. and also select a worthy life partner for them.
But what about us.. we Orphans ??

Nobody loves us..
We are neglected in dark corners.
Nobody bothers to teach us what's right or wrong and how this world goes.
Nobody feeds us when we are hungry..
Nobody hugs us when we cry.
Nobody holds us when we are broken.
Nobody asks us about our personal lives..
Nobody seeks in our saddened eyes.
Nobody hears our claim..
Nobody here.. neither those parents.. nor their youngsters.

We orphan boys are the most ugliest creatures of this universe.
Ah.. but when a girl is an orphan, she is seen surrounded by multiple relatives and friends.
She is an orphan only to call.
But for we, boys.. life is like a hell..

People don't give us their daughters.. cause we don't have parents and family.
Parents with their girls think that we are not mature and will never be.
We seem criminals for them.. or like road romeos..
They predict that we will never be able to take care of married life.
In fact.. they will like to keep their daughters unmarried forever rather than giving their hands in ours.
They say that we don't deserve love and relationships..

Those Parents are legally powerful.. those Girls are puppets without heart.. and we are helpless by misfortune.

Hence.. We are left alone and unknown...
There is no one for us here to take big life decisions.. like our education, marriage, etc.
Love marriage is illegal for us and we don't have parents who will arrange our marriage.

But does this mean that we don't have any rights to see ourselves married ?
Don't we need the precious thing called love which is showered all the time on rich children ?
Shouldn't we have a good number of friends and supportive family members ?
Shall not we ever get married and be called "Papa" by a sweet baby ??
Do we not have the right to live here as a human ?
Would not we ever know how it feels to be loved ?
Will it never happen that we are living here happily like others ?
Could we ever get free from this curse of loneliness ??

But no.. I guess..
Cause we are not Humans.. we are Orphans...

- Sumiet Talekar

येह पाप का संसर्ग..

जो मैने दिया.. वही मुझे मिलेे..।
इस नियम को.. आज समझते हुए..।
केहता हू मै मेेरे.. दिल और दिमाग से..।
येह पाप का संसर्ग.. तौबा.. मुझे ना लगे..॥

झूठ ना कहू मै..चाहता हू जिसे..।
इतनी तोह बेवफा.. येह जबान ना निकले..।
करनाही पडेगा मुझे..जो मैने कहा है..।
येह पाप का संसर्ग.. तौबा.. मुझे ना लगे..॥

लडकीको इन्सान सा.. देखे मेरी नजरे..।
इतना तोह ना बनू.. जैसे कुत्ते भेड़िये..।
जिसकी दवा नही.. वह रोगही ना लगे..।
येह पाप का संसर्ग.. तौबा.. मुझे ना लगे..॥

कोई नही तो क्या.. रहूंगा मै अकेले..।
अकेले तोह आया था.. जाऊंगा भी अकेले..।
चैनसे क्या जिऊंगा.. किये वादे भूलाके..।
येह पाप का संसर्ग.. तौबा.. मुझे ना लगे..॥

देखली येह दुनिया.. सब अपनेही मतलब मे..।
जरा भी खोना नही.. कुछ पाने के लिये..।
जझबातोंको कुचलते है.. सब यहा पैरोतले..।
येह पाप का संसर्ग.. तौबा.. मुझे ना लगे..॥

चँद खुशी के खातीर.. जिस्म ए ईमान बेचते..।
करते प्यार किसीसे.. पर शादी किसी औरसे..।
घुस्सा और मिजाझ.. करवाते बस वह करते..।
येह पाप का संसर्ग.. तौबा.. मुझे ना लगे..॥

क्या कहू कैसे.. कितने सारे पाप हाये..।
पापी है हर कोई.. शरीफी नकाब लाये..।
पर अलग मेरी शक्सीयत.. और अलग ही रहे..।
येह पाप का संसर्ग.. तौबा.. मुझे ना लगे..॥

                   - Sumiet Talekar

KARWA CHAUTH..

Aaj ka din main kabhi bhool nahi paaunga..
Bahot pyara.. bahot meetha.. bahot shaant..
Aaj ke din agar tum hoti toh main khoob rota.. tumhare pyar main..
Aaj maine kuchh jana.. pyar ke shakti ko mehsus kiya..
Bus.. aaj maine sab kuchh paa liya..!

Barso se tumhari raah dekh raha hoon.. Bahot door jo chala gaya hoon tumse..
Par fir bhi humesha mujhe lagta raha.. ke tum mere agal bagal ho.. mere saath hi rehti ho.. Pyar se mera naam leti ho.. mere chehre pe haath firoti ho..
Aye sona.. tum kitna mujhe chaahti ho..
Meri Biwi pe naaz hai mujhe.. Biwi ho to aisi.............

Sona.. aaj mujhe bahot yaad aa rahi hai tumhari..
Bahot rona aa raha hai.. par haaye.. yeh aankhein roh bhi nahi paa rahi..
Kya karti ? Subah se paani tak nahi piya hai na maine..
Ab yeh aankhein toh kaha se paani laayengi ?
Sona.. tum bahot khoobsurat ho.. bahot pyar aa raha hai mujhe tum pe..
Aaj mujhe kuchh soojh nahi raha..
Khud ek lekhak hote hue bhi mujhe aaj shabd nahi sujh rahe.. tumhari taareef ke liye..
Bus itna kehta hoon.. Gali main aaj chaand nikla.. Tum aaye toh aya mujhe yaad.. gali main aaj chand nikla..............

Par us chaand ka kya muqabla is chaand ke aage..?
Bus.. ek reet poori kar raha hoon..
Aaj band hone se pehle meri yeh aankhein do chandon ka darshan karengi.. ek woh.. aur ek tum.. meri Manu..

Sona, I never believed in god.. was an atheist.. and still is.
But still today I've kept this fast.
I always had a laugh on other's worship.. hasta raha main un ke vrat vaikalya.. yadnya yaag.. upaas tapaas dekh kar..
Par aaj tum mat hasna mujh pe ha.. please promise me you won't..
Sona see na.. moon has risen too..!
How sweet.. how cute.. how cool.. how silent.. how handsome he is..!
Ha.. but not more than you.
Cause he has got a stain.. A stain of Betrayal.
Woh kaha.. aur Tum kaha..!!
Tum toh bus kya kahoo.. is jaha ki.. mere jaha ki.. Aadimaya Shakti ho.. A beauty angel !
Sona.. Today I have spent my day in your name.
Today I didn't do any wrong deed.
No sin.. no mistake.. Neither spoke harshly to anybody.
Despite being lack of money.. I spent some for my friends.. to feed them Bhelpuri..
Today I realised that happiness which one get after feeding others self being starved..
Bus.. aaj kuchh tamanna na rahi.. ek tumhare siva..

Chalega.. tum shareer se door raho mujhse.. par dil se bus meri rehna.. aur mere hi dil main rehna..
Saaton janam main tumhare, main saath rahunga yaar..
Mar bhi gaya toh main tumhe, karta rahunga pyar..!!

Today I'm breathing.. but tomorrow I will die.. Then there will be reincarnation !
Fir main naya janam loonga..
Fir se hum dono Nalasopara main honge.. bacche ban ke ek saath school jayenge.. KBC khelenge.. fir kabhi main tumhe peechhe se dekha karunga..
Aur fir woh din aayenge.. jab hum jawan honge..
Par kuchh judaai ke baad hum fir milenge.. fb pe.. fir se hum dono dost ban jayenge.. Aur ek din aayega.. hum dono main pyar ho jayega..
Fir hum ho jayenge ek duje ke liye.
Fir wahi pyar bhari raatein aayengi.. aur aisi ek raat jo aaj hai.
Kuchh farak na hoga.. bus tum bin wah raat na hogi.
Fir chaand aayega.. main use dekh aankhein band karunga..
Fir tumhe saamne bithaake main in aankhon se mere chand ke darshan karunga..
Bus tumhe dekhta hi rahunga.
Shaayad yeh aankhein beh jaayengi.. par wah baat alag hogi.
fir main tumhe baaho main bhar loonga.. seene se laga loonga.. aankhein band ho jaayengi..
meri dhadkan tumhari dhadkano main sama jaayengi.
Main kho jaaunga.. kahi door..
Par fir ek awaj aayegi.. jo mujhe hosh de jaayegi.. "Sona.. mooh kholo na please.. paani pee lo na.. ab toh chhod do na.. tumhara yeh.. KARWA CHAUTH !"

 

                                                                                                                                                               

                                   Sumiet's Diary..

ख्वाब...

जो मैं सोचता हूँ, यहाँ वोह होता है |
मेरे दिल की ईबादत, यहाँ कोई तोह सुनता है ||

यहाँ की शांती से, मन मेरा संभलता है |
मेरे अंदर का शक्स, मुझे सामने दिखता है ||

अच्छाईयाँ है हर तरफ, यहाँ तोह बडी सुंदरता है |
मुझ जैसे मरने वाला भी, यहाँ सदियों तक जीता है ||

यहाँ हर घडी हर वक्त, मुझे जिसका खयाल रेहता है |
मेरी आँखों के सामने, एक जिसका चेहरा होता है ||

यहाँ मेरी अमीरी का, ना किसी को हिसाब मिल सकता है |
के सारे जन्नतो का नूर, उसके नाखून में समाता है ||

उसके मिँठी साँसो से, मेरा जहाँ मेहेक उठता है |
जिसका मन और बदन देख, कोहिनूर भी शरमाता है ||

ऐसी मेरी बिवी का मुझसे, यहाँ गेहरा एक रीश्ता है |
वोह मेरी मनु जिसे "सोनपरी", खुद येह खुदाह पुकारता है ||

मेरी जमीन उसकी गोद, यहाँ उसका चेहरा मुझपे छाता है |
उसके सींदूर भरी माँग से, मेरे मौत का हैवान भी काँपता है ||

यहाँ हम दोनो के बींच, ना कोई आँ पाता है |
बस मै -- मेरी मनु, और कुछ नही रेह जाता है ||

आज यहाँ बस गया हूँ मैं, मेरे लौटने की नही संभाव्यता है |
क्यूँ के प्यार बनके मेरा मनु, मुझपे रातदीन बरसता है ||

अब ना उठाओ मुझे नींद से... यारों मेरा जीँ घबराता है |
क्यूँ के एक ख्वाब ही है जो... मुझे मेरी "मानसी" से मिलवाता है ||

                                                  ~ Sumiet's Diary

This was written in the remembrance of Manu..

Jiah Khan's Suicide Note..

Jiah's letter to Suraj Pancholi..

"I don’t know how to say this to you but I might as well now as I have nothing to lose. I’ve already lost everything. If you’re reading this I might have already left or about to leave. I am broken inside. You may not have known this but you affected me deeply to a point where I lost myself in loving you. Yet you tortured me everyday.

These days I see no light I wake up not wanting to wake up. There was a time I saw my life with you, a future with you. But you shattered my dreams. I feel dead inside. I’ve never given so much of myself to someone or cared so much. You returned my love with cheating and lies. It didn’t matter how many gifts I gave you or how beautiful I looked for you.

I was scared of getting pregnant but I gave myself completely the pain you have caused me everyday has destroyed every bit of me, destroyed my soul. I can’t eat or sleep or think or function. I am running away from everything. The career is not even worth it anymore.

When I first met you I was driven, ambitious and disciplined. Then I fell for you, a love I thought would bring out the best in me. I don’t know why destiny brought us together. After all the pain, the rape, the abuse, the torture I have seen previously I didn’t deserve this.

I didn’t see any love or commitment from you. I just became increasingly scared that you would hurt me mentally or physically. Your life was about partying and women. Mine was you and my work. If I stay here I will crave you and miss you.

So I am kissing my 10-year career and dreams goodbye. I never told you but I received a message about you. About you cheating on me. I chose to ignore it, decided to trust you. You embarrassed me. I never went out, I never went with anyone else. I am a loyal person. I never met anyone with Karthik I just wanted you to feel how you make me feel constantly.

No other woman will give you as much as I did or love you as much as I did. I can write that in my blood. Things were looking up for me here, but is it worth it when you constantly feel the pain of heartbreak when the person you love wants to abuse you or threatens o hit you or cheats on you telling other girls they are beautiful or throws you out of their house when you have no where to go and you’ve come to them out of love or when they lie to your face or they make you chase after them in their car.

Or disrespects their family. You never even met my sister. I bought your sister presents. You tore my soul. I have no reason to breathe anymore. All I wanted was love. I did everything for you. I was working for us. But you were never my partner. My future is destroyed my happiness snatched away from me.

I always wished the best for you, was ready to invest what little money I had in your betterment. You never appreciated my love, Kicked me in the face. I have no confidence or self esteem left, whatever talent whatever ambition you took it all away. You destroyed my life. It hurt me so much that I waited for you for ten days and you didn’t bother buying me something.

The Goa trip was my birthday present but even after you cheated I still spent on you. I aborted our baby when it hurt me deeply. You destroyed my Christmas and my birthday dinner when I came back. When I tried my hardest to make your birthday special. You chose to be away from me on Valentines Day. You promised me once we made it to one year we would get engaged. All you want in life is partying, your women and your selfish motives.

All I wanted was you and my happiness you took both away from me. I spent money on you selflessly you would throw in my face. When I would cry for you. I have nothing left in this world to live for after this. I wish you had loved me like I loved you.

I dreamt of our future. I dreamt f our success. I leave this place with nothing but broken dreams and empty promises. All I want now is to go to sleep and never wake up again. I am nothing. I had everything. I felt so alone even while with you. You made me feel alone and vulnerable. I am so much more than this.”

                                        REVIEW FROM AUTHOR..

As I dived through her soul reading the every word she wrote.. I felt the storm which she underwent..
It was a horrible experience for me.. Frankly speaking.. Main toh dar gaya..!!
Shaayad mujhe yaad aa gaya jo mere saath hua tha..
Theek isi tarah Jiah.. main andhere main kho gaya tha..
These people will love you.. will use you.. then leave you without any valid reason..
They will never know how it goes on us.. They will live happily..

Yeh Pyaar main kyu hota hai... Yeh Pyaar main kyu hota hai...

Kyu kisiko dua ke badle dua nahi milti..
Kyu kisiko hasi ke badle hasi nahi milti..
Kyu kisiko wafa ke badle wqafa nahi milti..

Yeh Pyaar main kyu hota hai... Yeh Pyaar main kyu hota hai...

Actually I would also blame all those people.. same as Suraj Pancholi.. who did exist in her life by some na some role.. (e.g. Family, Friends, Acquaintances..)
Ek Ladki ka depression tum logo ko uske suicide ke baad hi pataah chala..?
Aur ab hamdardi jataah rahe ho..?
Kya hota agar uski dil ki baat jaankar us gehraai tak uski Taqleefain samajh lete..?
Jiah ne theek kiya.. as by her perspection.. lekin Suraj tune bahot bada Gunaah kiya hai..
Fir se usne Ladkon ka Image kharaab kar di hai..
Ek ladki ki zindagi barbaad karna kya hota hai woh tujhe tab hi pataah chalega jab teri ek beti hogi aur use koi tujh jaisa mil ke woh karega jo tune kiya hai..
And as by Law.. tu sala bada Aadmi hai.. you won't get a deserved punishment legally..
But still one day.. you would find yourself in that dark place where you threw a Girl who loved you more than her world..

And Ms. Jiah Khan.. I won't say you : R.I.P... rest in peace..
Cause I want you to come back soon here with more beautiful life and fulfill your wish.. those sweet imaginations which you left behind..
But please let me add you.. Never ever do such thing again..
Love is the most difficult game to play with..
Yaha har jagah dhokha hai.. kadam kadam pe Buraayiaa hai..
Sambhaal ke chalna..
Aisa haath na pakadna jo andhere main ghoom ho jaaye..

And dear BOYS and GIRLS..
Sab tarah ke Mazaak chalega.. par kabhi Pyaar ka mazaak nahi karna kisi ke saath..
Duniyaa main bahot saari cheeze hai.. bahot saare khilone hai.. is Dil ko toh chhod do..
Don't ruin anybody's life only just for your selfish means..
It really hurts.. it really does..

Once again Jiah.. you made us cry.. Stupid.. :'(
23 saal ho gaye mujhe.. lekin tujhsi Ladki nahi dekhi..
I salute you.. Mmmuuuaaahhh.... :-*

REFERENCE..

Sumiet23

Ek Deewana sa..

Ek ladka tha Deewanasa.. Ek Ladki pe woh marta tha..
Din raat aur 24 ghante.. Usi ke baare main sochta tha..

Dil toh us ka alag hi tha.. Jis main sabhi ke liye pyaar tha..
Bina kisi swaarth ke jo Apnaapan.. us ka jeena hi ek aadarsh tha..

Aansoo toh usne bahot bahaaye.. Par tha aankhon main hasee laaye..
Sab ko woh pal main jaan leta.. Lekin uske jazbaat kisi ko samajh na aaye..

Kisi se woh kuchh nahi chaahta tha.. Sirf sab ko use khush dekhna tha..
Aur koi toh use duniya main apna kahe.. Bas yeh hi ek Dua maangta tha..

Nafrat thi use har buraayion se.. Naraj tha sab ke bewafaaion se..
Joh kehta woh toh wahi karta.. Fir bhi Dhokha mila use achhaaion se..

Har Ladki uske paas aati.. Palak jhapakte pyaar main kho jaati..
Par Badnaseebi yeh thi uski.. Ke har Ladki use Khilona samajhti..

Ek Ladki thi us ki Jaan.. Jise samajhta tha woh Bhagwaan..
Par woh kuchh aisa kar gayi.. Dil ke badle le gayi Jaan..

Sach main woh toh tha ek Ajeeb sa.. Pehchaan pana usko tha namunkeen sa..
Na Jaane kaha se aaya tha.. Par tha toh woh Ek Deewana sa..

                            Mandy

येह पाप तोह सभी करते है..

येह पाप तोह सभी करते है.. कर के फिर सीने मे दफनाते है..
जब करने से कुच्छ नही लगता.. तो क्यू केहने से शरमाते है..?

येह पाप तोह सबको पता है.. पर क्यू हर कोई मासूम दिखता है..
इस दिल के बदले मे क्यू.. हर कोई जीस्म का सौदा माँगता है..?

येह पाप तोह सभी पे छाया है.. बचपन से ही इसने सताया है..
यारो.. इसी के पेट मे से तोह.. यहाँ हर एक ईन्सान आया है..

येह पाप के तोह है सारे काम.. कोई होता महान तो कोई बद्नाम..
शादी के बाद जो होता है प्यार.. वही क्यू शादी से पेहले है हराम..?

येह पाप तोह सबसे झूठा है.. जाने कितनो को इसने लूटा है..
सौ बार खाने के बाद भी.. क्यू येह जेहेर मीठा है..?

येह पाप तोह खुषनसीब है.. देखो ना कैसे सब के करीब है..
यहाँ अमीरजादों को सब माफ.. और गुन्हेगार सिर्फ गरीब है..

येह पाप ही तोह रीश्ते बनाता है.. सजाके फिर तोड भी देता है..
कभी अच्छा लगता है बुरा.. तोह कभी अच्छा भी बुरा बन जाता है..

येह पाप तोह एक नशा है.. जिसे चढी उसकी दुर्दशा है..
पर क्यू लोगों के लिये जन्नत.. और मेरे लिये आँसू हमेशा है..?

येह पाप तोह हम दोनो ने किया.. लेकिन उसने जहाँ से छुपाया.. और मैने बताया..
येह पाप तोह सभी करते है.. पर, हाय रब्बा कोई तोह बता दो.. मै ही अकेला क्यू पापी बन गया..??

                                           Sumiet23
This was written in the remembrance of Manu..

दगाबाझ...

यही तोह वोह दुनिया है.. फिर भी सब बदल गया है..
दिखते यहाँ तोह सब है.. फिर भी कोई है नही..

मै आज भी अच्छा हूँ.. बदल तोह वोह गयी है..
पर क्यू सभी केहते है.. तू पेहले की तरह रहा नही..

खो गया है सब कुच्छ.. सब जगह अँधेरा है..
मंद सा मेरे जान का दिया.. वोह भी क्यू बुझता नही..?

खेल गयी वोह जीस्म से.. दिल को तोह मार ही दिया है..
खुद को आयिने मे देख.. क्यू उसे मेरी याद आती नही..?

प्यार के सिवा कुछ नही.. हाँ मुझमे कमी है..
पर देखा है मैने उन्हे.. जिन्हे पैसो से प्यार मिला नही..

मेरी तरह तोह नही.. पढी लिखी वोह बहोत है..
लेकिन ईंसानो की तरह.. क्यू उसे जिना आता नही..?

अच्छा ही मै करता गया.. पर बुरा ही मुझे मिला है..
कैसी है यह बेवसी.. माँग कर भी मुक्ती मिलती नही..

जो उसने किया मैरे साथ.. कभी तोह उसे वोह पाना है..
वरना दगाबाझोंके इलावा.. यहाँ कोई नजर आयेगा नही..

                                                            Sumiet23

  This was written in the remembrance of Manu..