The world goes..

Share yourself.. and get used..
Hide yourself.. be left unseen..

Live for yourself.. and you are a selfish..
Die for a person.. be named a Psycho..

Cry for someone.. and you are mental..
Make cry others.. be a criminal..

Search for a partner.. and you are a flirt..
Stay a bit away.. damn you have an attitude..!

Work hard and honest.. and you will die poor..
Earn by wrong way.. Be famous as rascal..

Change yourself.. and you are taken for granted..
Ask them to change.. Boy, you are left alone..!

Be conscious of fate.. and you are a negative thinker..
Be always a positive.. Oh how you so careless..!

Touch their body.. and you are a dirty minded..
Stay some away.. you don't love, they complain..

Be a Virgin.. and yearn forever..
Or get messed.. To be more ever..

Walk a straight way.. and you are too dumb..
Just have a catwalk.. see how the world goes..

- Sumiet..

Mistake..

Fell in love with a married woman who is 12 years more than me.. but now I've left her forcefully .. am I right or wrong ? Help.. Depressed..

I'm 24 now..
My first love broke up with me for her parents.. After a relationship of one year.
Since then I was so alone and depressed that I lost my everything.
One year passed but I was same.

But six months ago I met a woman here in yahoo groups and steadily we became friends.
I shared my depression with her.. 

Soon I found that I was in love with her. 

She is 35.. Is a doctor.. Has a healthy married life. She has a rich hubby and a daughter.
Her standard is high than me. 

When I confessed my love to her she said that she is in same too. 

We shared many feelings..
But one day when I asked her if she would marry me.. She declined saying that she loves her hubby very much. 

I was too hurt..
If she loves him so much then why she played with my feelings and used to say me that she loves me badly..?
Why she made me to fall for her ?

Yesterday I made a final decision of leaving her.
Yes she might had got hurt deeply.. Also I'm feeling too guilty.
I blocked her from everywhere. 

Friends.. I did this cause I don't want to disturb her marital life. 

But.. Now once again I'm left alone and depressed.
My eyes are left with floods of tears.

Please say me if I am wrong or right ?
And now how to get rid of this depression ?
And what is the punishment for this mistake ?

Love again..

     Oh Girl you make me so high..
It's hard for me to deny..
     Now without you.. I shall die..
Come on baby.. I never lie..

     Your eyes are deep like ocean..
I am wet.. I am drowned..
     Now I can't control my emotion..
You make my world go round..

     Your hair are so silky..
Which slip down your head..
     It's how such a risky..
I can't escape.. the way is dead..

     That chubby cheek with a dimple..
Seduces me for a kiss..
     Being with you is not that simple..
Oh my lovely Miss..

     Honey drips from red lips..
I can't hold my thirst..
     How soft are these hips..
Let me feel the thrust..

     The way you care.. the way you share..

My nerves tremble.. the time you stare..
     For what you waiting..? come let us pair..
Now keeping a space.. is very unfair..

     Hold my hand and lift me up..
Ask me Sona whether how I am..
     If I ask you.. don't say nope..
Please love me.. love me damn..

     I'm crazy.. I'm strange..
There may be many reasons..
     But if you go out of range..
My life will have no reasons..

     Those days of darkness.. Yes I remember..
I lost my life due to one girl..
     So lonely so depressed my beats were..
I'll never forget that betrayal..

     I was lost.. My chapter was ended..
But something turned.. something began..
     From a brightness.. an Angel came..
Suddenly I found..  I was in love again..!!

This was written for Priya by Sumiet Talekar.

Awaken.. (A Prayer)

(This is for you.. and for everyone.)

Oh my Lord.. today I feel to pray you..
You know those all.. yet I'm asking you..

I know you are the one who restrains this universe..
You cover everything.. from inverse till out verse..

Please provide me things which I may need..
And not those which are  outcome of greed..

Give me money.. and give me fame..
But keep me free from any  blame..

Please show me love.. and not that lust..
Which I can't wipe.. such a stain or dust..

Lend me some happiness here for distribution..
For myself and everyone.. and without duration..

Make me strong so I can fight with my vices..
Come and stand for me if any plight rises..

I've your gifted mind.. but I've a heart too..
Which makes me helpless and idiocy to do..

Please guide me through the crossword of my life..
Do rescue me from myself.. from the edge of knife..

Acquaint me only with your true descenders..
And hide me from self-bies and betrayers..

Send me one angel as my Baby with its Mom..
I promise that I'll be with them.. to and from..

Bless me with families, friends and real termed Humans..
Till this dream ends.. and till my soul awakens..

- Sumiet Talekar

Men vs Women..

Must read..

(This is a fb post of my American (Belizean) friend.. related of men vs women.. And my comment against it..)

Theresa Mf :

The DAY Women stop blaming MEN for their downfall and STAND TALL and take accountability for themselves and be the WoMan and BE who she is and show HIM that without HER he is only HALF a MAN... WE are STRONG Human Beings, WE have every right to be here and take our places in society and be PROUD of it... STOP making it all about a MAN Having to complete us... Most important statement to any man who even threatens you: LET that COWARD know that the day he hits you... to make sure when he SLEEPS, he sleeps with one EYE opens... he has to sleep at some point... cause ... when he does,... tie his cowardly butt up to that bed and let him know... you do not threaten me, you do not hit me... and get away then and there... you as a woman have the POWER in you hands... you have the ability to leave, stop the need and the vulnerability for a MAN to accept abuse, both mentally and physically. MEN are the biggest Babies and Cowards when it comes to women... Do not let these over grown boys scare you... after all WoMen gave birth to them, without us WOMEN there would be no MEN... March on Women 20,000 Strong March on,... Stand STRONG and stand TOGETHER... educate and empower... Mothers, Daughters, Sisters, Grandmothers, all... Unite and be the WOMAN... be the Strong... We have to Walk for ourselves, We have to be strong for ourselves and our sisters, WE have to have FAITH and be the WOMAN... Let's GO BELIZE WOMEN... Gather, Unite, March, Stand, Celebrate and Rejoice in your Womanhood... Show and teach our young women how to be strong and resiliant and our MEN that we deserve to be the WOMEN we were meant to be....

-------MY COMMENT-------

Sumiet Talekar :

Days are gone when men used to dominate women.. when they used to mistreat them.

But today in this age men are really men and not a beast.

So please stop thinking negative of men.
Now ladies are much stronger than men.. By every means.. (Hope you understand) we all accept it.
We are incomplete without you and that's why we make you our bride and bring you at our home.
We care for you and be protective for you.

But now you are going too much.
You are completely mistaking us.
The feeling of respect towards us is ceasing day by day.

See.. God has miraculously made equality with variations.
We all are equal.
Here none is less or more.
We have stopped thinking such since ages.
But in fact.. You haven't.

On the contrary.. Nowadays the behaviour of a female towards a male is becoming rude and arrogant.
They have started thinking that they don't need men.
Cause now society has given enough rights to them so they can rule the world.
They have started playing with a man's emotions.
This is exactly the opposite of those times when men were the only rulers.

This is leading the world towards a cold war.. which may develop into a violent one in future.
And this has to be stopped.
Ladies have seized all rights from men of interference in their day to day life.
They even have gone to the limits to say that -
"Even if we roam naked.. Men have no right to rape us.."

Yeah.. It's nowhere wrong..
But also it's nowhere right...
Despite of having good fully covered dresses of various fashion.. if girls are getting the feeling of roaming naked.. then they are not behaving as a human.. but like a beast.
And being yourself a beast.. If you expect the person in front of you to act as a human.. then you are totally wrong..!!

In brief.. I would say.. Here nobody is superior or inferior..
We all are equal.
But if you are thinking that only ladies are more powerful than gents, just because they have the ability of giving birth to a human and being a mother.. Then please... Excuse me..
The day when you would do this thing without touching a man.. Then that day we all would salute you and leave this planet..
And that's a promise.....!!!