But..

You are a treasure for me, but I've buried you somewhere in my past.
So that you are hidden from everybody, but visible in my writings.
I have left you very much behind, but I will be holding you ahead in every word.

I wanted to be with you forever, but I was not fit for you in any terms.
I had only you in my priorities, but you had many things, many people.
I'll always regret that I did not have you, but somewhere I am happy that I always have you in my thoughts.
I felt to be very much close to you, but that was not possible for either of us.
That's why I went very much far from you, but now struggling to remain there.

You don't have any fault, but certainly I do have.
I believe in destiny and fate, but yet I blame myself for parting away this way.
I miss your golden voice, the way you called my name, and many more things which made you and my days beautiful.. but also on other side, I am happy that now you can't hurt me anymore.
I've ensured too that I won't hurt you, but please forgive if still ever I do.

You were like a drug, which made me feel high, but I forgot about the addiction.
So I have stopped myself from being addicted to you, but in a choice of losing you.
"To be or not to be" were the choices, but the time was too harsh and it was so dark..
To mark the latter one, was not my choice, but the former one looked so stark..



Sumiet