But..

You are a treasure for me, but I've buried you somewhere in my past.
So that you are hidden from everybody, but visible in my writings.
I have left you very much behind, but I will be holding you ahead in every word.

I wanted to be with you forever, but I was not fit for you in any terms.
I had only you in my priorities, but you had many things, many people.
I'll always regret that I did not have you, but somewhere I am happy that I always have you in my thoughts.
I felt to be very much close to you, but that was not possible for either of us.
That's why I went very much far from you, but now struggling to remain there.

You don't have any fault, but certainly I do have.
I believe in destiny and fate, but yet I blame myself for parting away this way.
I miss your golden voice, the way you called my name, and many more things which made you and my days beautiful.. but also on other side, I am happy that now you can't hurt me anymore.
I've ensured too that I won't hurt you, but please forgive if still ever I do.

You were like a drug, which made me feel high, but I forgot about the addiction.
So I have stopped myself from being addicted to you, but in a choice of losing you.
"To be or not to be" were the choices, but the time was too harsh and it was so dark..
To mark the latter one, was not my choice, but the former one looked so stark..



Sumiet

PYAR KIYA TO NIBHANA..

Agar tu na mili hoti, to mujhe koi na mila hota..
Akela tha mai tabhi, aur aaj bhi yaar akela hota..

Saundarya pichhe bhaage Duniya, us mai mera kya hua hota..
Chhipa reh jata mai to, agar tune na mujhe pehchana hota..

Milte hi na hum kabhi, agar naseebo mai likha na hota..
Tu kisi aur ke saath hoti, aur mai tanhaayi ke saath hota..

Love aaj kal apratyaashit, aaj ek pyar to kal dusra hota..
Par tune woh kar dikhaya, jo kabhi kisi aur se na hua hota..

Dost banaake bhool jaate, aksar logo mai aisa hi hota..
Bas tu hi samajh payi, Pyar kiya to nibhana bhi hota..

- Sumiet

Hurtful..

Tell me what would I owe, if you call me with love..
If I wish to reap Thou, what do I need to sow..

I have spent days, without a much progress..
You're a mistress, whom nobody can impress..

Everything I have did, to look not as a kid..
Still I can't get rid, of things that I've hid..

We talk whenever, I dream you in my future..
My dear my pursuer, this is not a humour..

Do or don't I deserve, the time you reserve..
In my eyes I preserve, say what you observe..

By giving a glance, with a stranger stance..
It's like a trance, when you keep distance..

Girls always infatuate, and Boys initiate..
Quitting this novitiate, now let's negotiate..

So you Ms. Beautiful, stop being so busiful..
It's not that useful, being such a hurtful..

- Sumiet

Problem..

Money is a big problem.. Money can create a bigger problem.. Yet money can solve a biggest problem.

What should be your goal, is a problem.. How should it be achieved, also is a problem.. And post achieving it, wait, there's another problem.

Think of others, problem of a low self esteem.. Think of yourself, a problem of selfishness.. Don't think at all, then a problem of idiocy.

Expressing love is a problem.. Repressing it again is a bigger problem.. To not love anyone, is a biggest problem.

You can understand your problem.. They can understand their problem.. Consequently, this creates more problem.

How they are living, there is no problem.. But about your living, there's always a problem.. How to solve that problem?.. naah, that's not your problem.

- Sumiet 

Khudgarzi..

"I have fallen in love with you."

"Yes sweetheart, Please fall in my life too."

"Means?"

"Come in my life too."

"I am already."

"Not legally.
We have not married yet.
I want to be around you without any objections from others."

"Oh how sweet.
That's why I love you."

"Then when are you deciding?"

"About what?"

"Our marriage and what."

"Oh honey, we'll talk about this later."

"You always say that."

"Dear, you know I will have to convince my whole family for this.
And this is not less than a war."

"What's stopping you then?
Sona please, I can't wait anymore."

"See baby, they think that you are not a right girl for me.
And I am not in a mindset of hurting them right now."

"Then who they think that right girl is?
And what about that you are hurting me now?"

"Shhh.. Please stop.
I don't wanna debate.
You spoiled my mood.
I wanted to kiss you."

"You know, you are nothing but a selfish sheep."



Yeh kaisi teri khudgarzi, na jaani maine kabhi.
Kaise na tujhe pehchana, itne paas aakar bhi?

Kehta hai mujhe ke, karta hoon pyar bus tujhi se.
Fir yeh toh bataa de, kyu flirt karta har Ladki se?

Dost keh kar mujhe tu, koi baatein share nahi karta.
Har baar mai hi karu, yaad tu khud kyu nahi karta?

Nahi bhoola sakti tujhe, dil mera majboor hai.
Aaj kareeb ho kar bhi, tu kyu itne door hai?

Teri meethi baato ne, yaar mujhe fasaa diya hai.
Badal gayi tere liye mai, ab tu kyu badal raha hai?

Tune jab bhi pukara, mai tere liye rahi available.
Fir kyu aaj mai tarsu, tere saath bitaane do pal?

Chup na reh abhi, bataa jo bhi teri naraazgi.
Varna khamoshi aaj, dikha degi teri khudgarzi..


- Sumiet