Scorpio..

First time I've copy pasted other hand article on my blog.. but the reason behind this is that it reflects myself totally.

Also the first time I've realised how accurate the science of Astrology can be.

The person who knows me perfectly or who has seen me off clothes is the only  deserved one to read and understand this article.

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   Scorpios have an intense and mysterious gaze, presenting a calm exterior that masks deep sensitivity. 
2. They observe and analyse from a distance, gathering information to augment their powerful intuition. You may be able to deceive a Scorpio for a short time, but Scorpio people are adept at seeing into the heart of any matter. When a Scorpio senses your dishonesty, you may as well be dead to them. A Scorpio appreciates people who are authentic and honest.
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   Scorpios like to hear your stories instead of talking about themselves. 
4. Tell a Scorpio something about yourself and they will most likely remember it. In conversation, Scorpios are most fascinated by emotional truth, things that matter on the deepest levels. They despise small talk and shallow topics. Also avoid telling them everything all at once or you will lose their interest.
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   Scorpios are driven by a hunger for hidden truth and mystery.
6. Find out what interests them most and do some research so you can engage them in satisfying conversation. However, until you get to know a Scorpio more intimately, be sure not to ask questions that are too personal. Scorpios show their hidden selves only to those they trust and still may never reveal their whole self to you.
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   Relationships with Scorpios can be complex and difficult to understand, just like the person.
8. Scorpios tend to have only a few very intense friendships because they need for their friends to bond with them on the deepest and most intimate level. Flimsy and ephemeral friendships are of no interest to a Scorpio. A Scorpio demands, and gives, everything.
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   Scorpios thrive when you treat them with respect and kindness.
10. Give them 100 percent and they will return it with interest! For example, let's say your Scorpio friend is standing next to a mutual friend. You can hug that person quickly, but when you hug the Scorpio, hold them and squeeze them with great warmth. Scorpios are sensitive to the smallest gestures and will appreciate them even if they don't seem to show it.
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    Do not anger a Scorpio.
12.  If you wrong a Scorpio, they may eventually forgive you, after making you suffer, but they will NEVER forget. And betrayal will be answered with an unrivaled thirst for vengeance. There's a reason the symbol for this sign is the scorpion. The likelihood you’ll win in a fight with them is very low
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    Scorpios have a tendency to be quiet and withdrawn.
14.  It's not that they aren't interested in you. Scorpios tend to rely on their intuition and powers of observation rather than the unreliable testimony of others. If a Scorpio is willing to spend time with you then trust that they enjoy your company, even if they never say so.
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    Scorpios are very much in tune with their sexuality, but they tend to prefer meaningful relationships over frequent conquests.
16.  They are not afraid to talk about sex and you can tell them anything without shocking them.
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    Scorpios value anyone who isn't afraid of being themselves. 
18. Tell them your interests and be honest when they ask you questions.
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    When a Scorpio watches you and locks eyes with yours, they are giving you their full attention. 
20. There is nothing else going on in their world at that moment and they are listening with their entire being. When you spend time with them they expect the same level of attention so don't spend too much time on your phone.
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    If you are dating a Scorpio, keep in mind that what they truly desire is a meaningful and loving relationship.
22.  They long to connect on the deepest emotional, spiritual, and physical levels. A Scorpio must be courted until you have earned their trust.
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    Most Scorpios like dark colors such as black, red, blue and purple.
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    When you have things in common with a Scorpio, share them.
25.  Scorpios love to discuss shared interests.
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    Most Scorpios (not all) love to compete - and most of all, win.
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    Scorpios are good friends.
28.  Be loyal, treat them with love, respect, and selflessness and they will be devoted to you.
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    When a Scorpio loves you, it will shine in their eyes like a light.
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    What does a Scorpio truly want in a friend?
31.  They want close friends they can love and trust completely. Give them sincere compliments to show your respect and affection. Do things to show them that you care about them. If you give them a gift, it doesn't need to be expensive but make sure it is special and meaningful. If you want to win their heart, be honest at all times and don't play with their emotions. Scorpios are the most loyal people you will ever meet if they feel you are worthy of their loyalty and love. Once you've been part of their lives they will be with you forever...........

Now I've no regrets.. I'm a Scorpio :)Sumiet Talekar

Love List..

"Hey.. I think you never had any girlfriend.
You have never loved anybody.
That's why you are talking such.
Love has its own power.
True love never fails. And... blaah blaah blaah.."

He kept on his lecture and I was lost in my past.
He must had not realized that I was not actually hearing what he was saying.
How would I ?
I was now wandering in my lost life and lost loves..

Here I think to write down the list of Girls who came in my life and were called  as "Love" at a time..

You must be thinking that "Oh.. He is saying like he is supercool or a hero of an Indian movie.. 

List of girls.. Haaah.. "

No people.. it's not like that..
But it's my habit that I never keep things within me.
No matter how good or how bad that thing may be.. but I believe in sharing whatever it may be.
Cause this time will go.. this life will go..
My memories will end..
My name will be forgotten..
But yet there will be remaining something.

Something which I've written.. something which I've shared..
Something which I've learnt in my life.. and something which I've tried to say these people here..

Okay leaving the expanding here..
Following is the list..

1) TEJASVI ARYA  (1995 - 2001) Mumbai

Hmm.. it was the time of my childhood (I was born at 1990).

She was my classmate in my school.
I don't know why.. but she was the only girl those times who I started liking.
May be cause she was clever.. her handwriting was more beautiful than mine.. or she was always second and third ranker in our class while I was always first.

Only a thing I didn't liked at that time was her attitude.

I still remember the fragrance of her breath.
I didn't knew that she was my crush.. ( as we call nowadays ).

She was nowhere again in my life after I left the school in 2001.

2)  RESHMA GOTAWADE  (2008 - 2009) Rajapur

I was eighteen and you know what turn the life takes in this age.
I was growing young..
Started feeling hormonal forces.
Started feeling the thing called love and attraction.
Na na.. not before she came in my life..
I was living my spiritual life happily.
I had gained control on the six vices -lust, anger, greed, fear, love and ego.

But she ruined everything.

She started seducing me intentionally.
She started feeling for me too..
And here I was left in a worst baffled stage in my life.
She made me quit my spiritual life and herself got disappeared.

That's a long story.. and I've kept it still alive in the form of a book.
Title is "Vaara banun aali an vaadal karun geli.."
Which means "Came like wind and went like storm.."

3) Sonali Pawar  (2007) Rajapur

Taking her in my list in between cause I'll never forget that sweet kiss.
First and last it was..

4)  SANIEKA SHINDE  (2010 - 2011) Lonavala

Well she is not a girl.. but my baby.
She was hardly of three or four that time.
She came so close to me like she was my own baby.
She was the only girl and will be forever who taught me what  parental feelings and responsibilities are.

Ahh.. but she was seized from me after the scandal.
Scandal of Lonavala..
Oh.. Wondering ?
Anyways.. but it's also a long story to tell here.

5)  PREETI KARAMBELKAR  (2011) Ratnagiri

We met on Facebook and it was my single sided love.
I've written two articles like "Once upon a time on Facebook" and "Love via Facebook."
Go to those articles if you are so curious ;-)

Well that affair ended soon.. and I was hurt too badly.. 

6)  MANASI SHAH (2012 -2013) Mumbai

She is the queen of my list and my life.
She is the only and only girl who I'll never forget.
Now I'll never love anybody as I loved her.

She was my class mate like Tejasvi.

She is from good family and cultural background.

She came.. she proposed.. she loved..
She dragged me completely in the dark fantasy of love and lust.

We shared everything of ours.
I shared my heart, my past, my tears and everything that existed as mine..

But alas.. she left me one day.

She did this for her parents.. ( now I don't know the actual reason)

I was left in trauma.
My life took a big turn here.

Yes it's a long long story of which my blog's major space consists of.

7) MRUNALI SAWAI  (2013) Mumbai

I sent an interest to her on Shaadi.com
She accepted.
I used to call her Manu..
Yes.. but she was never my Manu.
She ended her role soon.

8) SWATI DUNDKAR  (2013) Ratnagiri

Yeah.. She too met via Shaadi.com
She accepted and we started chatting and talking afterwards.
But she soon got irritated when I started comparing her with my Manu.. Manasi Shah.

She confessed.. she said me that she loves me a lot.
My voice, my nature, she loved many things.

But one day requested me to change myself and forget my past, Manu.
Here I refused and she soon left me forever.

Now she is married.

9) SUMITA SIKKA  (2013 - 2014) New Mumbai and now in Rajapur

There is something special about this girl.
Not only our names did match.. but also our visual dreams matched perfectly.

I met her via Facebook and soon fell for her.
I confessed that I love her and first I got rejection.

But later on she too said that she started feeling for me.

Again here I started my comparison.
And soon she too was irritated and left me alone.

10) DIVYA NAGPAL  (2014) Delhi

This is Ajab Gajab love.
She lived in Delhi and I was in Ratnagiri.
We met via Yahoo groups.

Soon we started chatting on What's App messenger.
She was married and was 15 years more elder than me.
Had a rich Hubby and a beautiful daughter, Mania.

I said her my depression and my lost love.
She got mixed in my feelings and soon we confessed each other that we loved.
I think she was not happy in her married life.

I wrote a poem for her which she liked the most.

(Have a look.. it is here on my blog)

But one day I blocked her completely when she declined to marry me.
I understood that I'm going out of my track and breaking the rules.
She also never cared to look at me.
(Damn love nowadays people do.)

11) SHREYA LELE  (2014 - present) Ratnagiri

We met each other when I was in my career's initial stage.
I was in a Shop and she was in a hospital front of that shop.
The story went long with several breakups and patch-ups.
I wrote many articles for her which were mainly in Marathi.

She became the only one who proved her love and ran away from her home to marry me.
After that, our married life continued.

"Hey dude.. are you listening what am I saying ?
Love is eternal..
It's just that you don't understand it....."

I got shook from my daydream and saw my friend still on his lecture.

I chuckled within my cheeks.
And I thought to show him my "Love list..."   ;-)

(Shhh... chup ha.. ab aap mat batana kisiko... ;-D )

- Sumiet Talekar

Waqt..

Main pyaar karta tha usse..
Woh sundar nahi thi.. par uska dil achha tha..
Shayad dil bhi achha nahi tha.. par acting achhi kar leti thi..
Uske dil ko kabhi takleef nahi hui.. par roti achhi thi..
Woh rone lag jaati toh mere aankhon main aasoon aa jaate..
Lekin phir bhi maine use khoob rulaya..
Kya karta.. woh mujh se chhoti chhoti baato ke liye bhi jhooth bola karti thi.
Saha nahi jata tha mujhse.. 

Jis ko maine apna sab kuchh de diya.. Jis se sab kuchh share kiya.. wahi mujhe paraya samajh ke mujh se apni dil ki baat chhupati..

Sapne bahot dikhaaye usne mujhe..
Lagta hai woh hypnotism main maahir thi..
Dekh na saka main uske sapno ke pichhe chupe hue ek sacchhaai ko..
Puri tarah fas gaya tha main uske pyaar main.. usne jaal hi jo aisa bichhaya tha..

Ant main jab Maine jana ke usne mera sirf istemaal kiya.. bahot takleef hui mujhe..

Tod diye sab rishte usne mere saath.
Sharam aane lagi use jab logo ko maaloom hua ke main uska boyfriend hoon..
Kya karti woh bhi.. Salman Khan jo nahi tha main.
Na height thi na body.. Na paisa na parivaar..
Kuchh nahi tha mere paas sivaay uske..
Par woh bhi ab jaa chuki thi..
Uska jo ex tha.. woh ab uske zindagi main fir se aa gaya tha..

Ab uski zindagi main mera role khatam ho gaya tha..

Par main aaj khush hoon.. mujhe khushi hai ke main kisi ke kaam to aaya..

Nafrat main ya pyaar main.. Lekin mera Naam toh aaya..!

Ab shaant ho gaya hoon.. Azad ho chuka hoon..
Ab koi mujhe rula nahi sakta.. Koi dil dhadka nahi sakta..
Aaj jo main apne pairo pe khada hoon bas usi ke badaulat.
Na woh mujhe chhod ke jaati.. na main maut ka samna karta.. na main jeena sikh pata..
Aaj na use khone ka dar.. Na use paane khi khwaaish hai..

Mujhe ek galatfaimi thi.. ke agar humara pyaar saccha ho to duniya ki kaunsi bhi shakti hume juda nahi kar sakti..
Kabhi nahi socha ke uske jaisi mujhe beintehaan pyaar karne waali mere aasoo par has uthegi..
Mujhe laga pyar amar hota hai.. atoot hota hai..
Lekin aaj Maine jana.. yeh pyaar lachaar hai..
Duniya jhukti hai.. Paise ke aage..
Pyar bhi bikta hai bazaar main.
Koi kisi ka nahi hota.. Bas yeh samay sab ko baandh kar rakhta hai..

Yeh kaal chakra hai.. ghumta rehta hai..
Kal jo diya tha woh aaj milne wala hai..
Aaj jo kar raha hoon woh kal dikhne wala hai..

Aaj uska waqt hai.. Kal mera bhi aayega..
Aaj main akela hoon.. Kal koi mil jaayega..
Waqt ke haathon hai sab..
Aaj woh rula gayi mujhe.. Kal use rulaane wala bhi aayega..

- Sumiet Talekar

Orphans..

(This is a sequel to the article "An Orphan" which was written by Sumiet in 2012.

http://sumiet23.blogspot.com/2012/05/orphan.html )

Achha.. toh yaha janam dene waale hi is poore janam ka faisla karte hai..
Nahi.. balki janam janam ka.
Kya khaaye.. kya piye.. kaise baithe.. kaise khade rahe..
Aage jindagi main kya bane.. kaise bane.. aur ha.. kiske bane.. yeh bhi unke hi haatho main rehta hai.. 

Matlab kiske saath shaadi kare aur zindagi bitaaye yeh bas wahi tay kar sakte hai..

Here people are just bodies.. and that too granted from them.. yeah from their parents..
They are puppets with no heart and desires within it.
They will do.. or have to do what their parents wish.
It's just like they are born for the only purpose of their parents.
Or that they are living the life of their parents..

What to wear.. they will ask..
How to act.. they will ask..
What to work.. they will ask..
How to earn.. they will ask..
Who to be.. they will ask..
Who to love.. they will ask..
Whom to marry.. they will ask..
And oh.. now how to reproduce they will ask that too...!!
How ridiculous..!! Ain't it ??

But okay.. those Moms and Dads love their children very much.
They take efforts to raise their offsprings at greater heights.
They are the one who have more mind with full of experiences.
So they know what is actually appropriate for their lads.
They control their children expecting the best of future.
They feed their babies.. grow their infants.. teach their kids.. shape their descendants.. and make them the heirs of their remaining fate.
Parents support their girls/boys in their best and worst.. offer them good family and friends.. and also select a worthy life partner for them.
But what about us.. we Orphans ??

Nobody loves us..
We are neglected in dark corners.
Nobody bothers to teach us what's right or wrong and how this world goes.
Nobody feeds us when we are hungry..
Nobody hugs us when we cry.
Nobody holds us when we are broken.
Nobody asks us about our personal lives..
Nobody seeks in our saddened eyes.
Nobody hears our claim..
Nobody here.. neither those parents.. nor their youngsters.

We orphan boys are the most ugliest creatures of this universe.
Ah.. but when a girl is an orphan, she is seen surrounded by multiple relatives and friends.
She is an orphan only to call.
But for we, boys.. life is like a hell..

People don't give us their daughters.. cause we don't have parents and family.
Parents with their girls think that we are not mature and will never be.
We seem criminals for them.. or like road romeos..
They predict that we will never be able to take care of married life.
In fact.. they will like to keep their daughters unmarried forever rather than giving their hands in ours.
They say that we don't deserve love and relationships..

Those Parents are legally powerful.. those Girls are puppets without heart.. and we are helpless by misfortune.

Hence.. We are left alone and unknown...
There is no one for us here to take big life decisions.. like our education, marriage, etc.
Love marriage is illegal for us and we don't have parents who will arrange our marriage.

But does this mean that we don't have any rights to see ourselves married ?
Don't we need the precious thing called love which is showered all the time on rich children ?
Shouldn't we have a good number of friends and supportive family members ?
Shall not we ever get married and be called "Papa" by a sweet baby ??
Do we not have the right to live here as a human ?
Would not we ever know how it feels to be loved ?
Will it never happen that we are living here happily like others ?
Could we ever get free from this curse of loneliness ??

But no.. I guess..
Cause we are not Humans.. we are Orphans...

- Sumiet Talekar

Jane Eyre..

So disheartened is the life.
With this solitary soul centered in the vast open directions.
Not at alone.. but yet lonesome.
Rights are been thrashed upon.. every time and everywhere.
The ways are too long and endless..
Despite.. there is no escape.
Legs are walking.. running.. but without destination.
The quest for genuine is among fake realities.

Someone is hidden out there beyond the darkness.
Someone is keeping the watch.
Someone loves this heart but also has a thirst of warm tears.
The spirit or whatever it is.. is calling.. since the ability of hearing was gifted.
It is paving the way of fate towards itself.
And for that it uses all the means of forces.

It is the peace for which everybody endeavor.
It is the love which everybody ask for.
It is the need for which everybody live.. by hook or by crook.
And this is the soul among that everybody.

There are too many degrees and qualifications here.. advanced educational systems.. but they hold no lessons of life.
Dirty minds and lives are wrapped by beautiful outfits.
The one with power is always great and the other is proved fake.
Millions here have millions of their rules and attitudes.
Turning the head all round lows down the inner strength.
The only vivacity is inside the moral mind and outside of this bodily trap.

Soul has something to say.. but the heart should hear.

Life has something to show.. but this mind should understand.

The morals.. The facts which are never discussed.. should be given a heed.

Tolerance is the thing most useful.. yet have it bounded by a limit.
Hide these tears.. but also flow them out if found a chance.
Love with all the heart and body.. but don't break the rules.
Live with a lovely one.. but legally.
Don't face the boundless passions.. just run away till you find a place of magnetic field.. a field of love and contentment.
Quit thinking of the things which can't matter your existence.
Do return.. the right track should be fueled by repentance and shouldn't be hindered by ego.
Listen to the silence and not those people.

Be simple and direct.
Make ups are only for those who have ugliness to hide.
Keep the tongue sweet but at times bitter when it comes for truth.
Have shame of flaunting about a non valid matter.
Innocence.. Image.. Virginity.. Trust.. Love.. are the things which are once gone can't be returned.

Love is a primordial phenomenon which has been evolved since generations and which is yet to resolve..
Love can never be taught.. can never be forced or make experienced.
It is natural and it has been practically implemented by love idols.

Love has many forms.. many phases.. many names..
Love has revived through many crises.. has travelled through many mediums..

Love is everywhere but is tied by a string.. string which bonds together..
Only the need is to seek its end.. to hold it.. and to treasure.. like Jane Eyre..

- A reprise by Sumiet Talekar