An Orphan.

A drop of tear is Gliding through my cheek as some words are spelling
on this tongue from my Grateful Heart.
It's just because somewhere my Time has showed me your Value in my Life.
And it's impossible to return you what you have done for me.. giving
me an only option to cry peacefully.
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Never I wondered that Affection, Care, Understanding and Accompany
which you have offered me.
No matter how always I did hurt you, abused you, mistook you.. but you
remained the same.
You are the only One who still has been the Best, at my Worst.
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You may don't know that, by granting you, my Destiny has blessed me so
much that I don't need any God in my Faith.
Now the only Plead to you is.. please listen of my Soul which is
asking your Lap to relieve itself till the End.
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I still remember the Curse of Loneliness, which my Birth had given me.
I had not a single Acquaintance towards the intimacy of Adoration,
which a Mother gives her Offspring.
Trust me, but a Sentimental Panther was gulping me before you had rescued me.
Therefore I'll consider it as a Miracle, when you filled the Space of my Mum.
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And now all is I wanna say..
I love, I love, I love that Person..<3.. who has made me forget.. that
I'm.. "An Orphan.."

Say me First..!! <3

See.. since you have met.. I left my so - called Friends.
There's something Special in you which I was searching for a Long.
Sometimes it happens.. when two Acquaintances become the Best Fellows,
without much effort.
Yes.. you are the only one who understood me, exactly as I am.
You awakened me from a nightmare of complete emptiness.. innovating my Dreams.

And now the only thing I wish is..

No matter who we are.. how we are.. and where we are.. just promise me
that you would follow some Rules..

Hmmm.. Curious about the Rules..?
Okay.. here they are ----->

Whenever would you have something to say..
Say me first..!
Whatever would you do any Special..
Say me first..!
Whoever would you miss by Heart..
Say me first..!
Where would you encounter any Problem..
Say me first..!
However would life may be..
Say me first..!
Whichever would be your hidden Secret..
Say me first..!


Whenever would you become senti..
Say me first..!
Whatever would you wanna have madly..
Say me first..!
Whoever would you find as annoying..
Say me first..!
Wherever would you go far away..
Say me first..!
However would your mistake may be..
Say me first..!
Whichever would be your Doubt..
Say me first..!

Whenever would you misunderstand me..
Say me first..!
Whatever would you feel about me..
Say me first..!
Whoever would you like more than me..
Say me first..!
Wherever would you wish my interfere..
Say me first..!
However would you expect me to be..
Say me first..!
Whichever would my Act Hurts you..
Say me first..!

Yes my Sweetu..
You are my Friend.. till the ever End..!
I'm with you anytime.. anywhere..
But don't forget to.. SAY ME FIRST..!! <3

Addiction.....<\3

 
   Nobody in this World has the Right to interfere in your Life, just to
play with your Feelings.
Somebody arrives from your Dreams.. Changes your everything.. and
Leaves you off at the next moment.
The Affection which you had done.. The Time which you had given.. The
Addiction which you had taken.. goes all in vain, just in a jiffy.
You are absolutely taken aback, when a time comes realising you that
it was only a Delusion which had seized your Sense, since a Long.
You Both had played the Game.. but the Difference is..
You had passed your precious Time.. while that Person had passed the Waste.
You certainly expect the same from that Individual.. which you had offered.

   May be you misunderstood.. or you mistook..
But something is surely wrong when living your Life becomes a Tough,
without Someone.
Love addiction is like a Drug addiction.
Just as a Drinker can't stay without a Drink..
An Inhaler can't stay without a Snuff.
And this Monster of Addiction ruins your Each and Every While of Habitation.

   But being as Human.. it doesn't suits to remain Helpless, despite of
being Independent.
How long to bind yourself, just for nothing.
If that Person doesn't bothers for you at all..
Then why to let those Recalls interrupt your Enthusiasm.
See.. it's an absolute insanity to beg others for your own Life.
Just imagine how it seems that you are pleading a Demon of Addiction
to help you get relief.. instead to kick him off and rescue yourself.


   All in Short..
Just seek and find yourself.. as you are for your own.
Always Mind..

Love must be your Attitude.. but not your Addiction.. it's it.