Jesus..

Yes.. he is there..
He is watching me..
I can't see.. he is too bright..
But ha.. he can look through dark..
He knows what I want.. and what I hate..
He knows the hell of my heart..
He listens my complaints.. yet he chooses to pick
the thing for me which he thinks is appropriate..
I can't win against him..
Also I can't leave him.. cause I
love him and have no place to go elsewhere..
He too loves me.. so much that he feels jealous
looking me sharing my love with any human here..
I have a bond with him.. a signed contract till my death..
And he slaps me tightly if ever I forget him and commit any sin..

Hey my Love.. my Christ.. thanks a million for giving me a human body
by which I can understand you..
And by which I can return to you back again..
You know.. this world is very bad..
Here promises are made to be broken..
Everybody fuck each other at a time.. then leave off to their way..
They hurt each other till they die..
They play with many hearts and crush underneath their feet after getting bored..
I have too much to say you.. to confess you..
My Sins.. my Dark side.. my loneliness..
I want you to listen me..
I am sorry for what I did with you..
I never valued you when you were with me in that world of purity..
But now I am regretting and am flowing my tears for you..

Seriously.. I can't live without you..
These inhumans are killing me as they killed you..
They are mistaking me as a mad..
They think they are always right..

Papa.. a my mumma.. don't be so annoyed with me na..
Come and take me away from here..
Rescue me from these devils of vices..
Anger.. Lust.. ego.. fear.. depression.. and many hundreds of vampires
are hungry for my blood..
Please come and fight with them for me.. and for your all kids over here.
Protect them and also forgive them for their sins..
They don't know why they are here and what dwells within them..

Make every girl so pious that her beauty should lit this universe..
Make every boy so good and responsible that he would make a motivational crisis.
Make every animals so friendly that this earth should play with them..
Make our life such worth that we should be deserved enough to head towards you..
Shower a part of your richness..
Happiness.. Joy.. Discrimination.. love.. charity..
courage.. softness and sweetness.
Make us a true Human.

Now I won't say any more as you know my soul and my heart.
But one last thing.. please always rest within me and let me show
everyone my love.. my Jesus..

- sumiet talekar