The world goes..

Share yourself.. and get used..
Hide yourself.. be left unseen..

Live for yourself.. and you are a selfish..
Die for a person.. be named a Psycho..

Cry for someone.. and you are mental..
Make cry others.. be a criminal..

Search for a partner.. and you are a flirt..
Stay a bit away.. damn you have an attitude..!

Work hard and honest.. and you will die poor..
Earn by wrong way.. Be famous as rascal..

Change yourself.. and you are taken for granted..
Ask them to change.. Boy, you are left alone..!

Be conscious of fate.. and you are a negative thinker..
Be always a positive.. Oh how you so careless..!

Touch their body.. and you are a dirty minded..
Stay some away.. you don't love, they complain..

Be a Virgin.. and yearn forever..
Or get messed.. To be more ever..

Walk a straight way.. and you are too dumb..
Just have a catwalk.. see how the world goes..

- Sumiet..

Mistake..

Fell in love with a married woman who is 12 years more than me.. but now I've left her forcefully .. am I right or wrong ? Help.. Depressed..

I'm 24 now..
My first love broke up with me for her parents.. After a relationship of one year.
Since then I was so alone and depressed that I lost my everything.
One year passed but I was same.

But six months ago I met a woman here in yahoo groups and steadily we became friends.
I shared my depression with her.. 

Soon I found that I was in love with her. 

She is 35.. Is a doctor.. Has a healthy married life. She has a rich hubby and a daughter.
Her standard is high than me. 

When I confessed my love to her she said that she is in same too. 

We shared many feelings..
But one day when I asked her if she would marry me.. She declined saying that she loves her hubby very much. 

I was too hurt..
If she loves him so much then why she played with my feelings and used to say me that she loves me badly..?
Why she made me to fall for her ?

Yesterday I made a final decision of leaving her.
Yes she might had got hurt deeply.. Also I'm feeling too guilty.
I blocked her from everywhere. 

Friends.. I did this cause I don't want to disturb her marital life. 

But.. Now once again I'm left alone and depressed.
My eyes are left with floods of tears.

Please say me if I am wrong or right ?
And now how to get rid of this depression ?
And what is the punishment for this mistake ?

Love again..

     Oh Girl you make me so high..
It's hard for me to deny..
     Now without you.. I shall die..
Come on baby.. I never lie..

     Your eyes are deep like ocean..
I am wet.. I am drowned..
     Now I can't control my emotion..
You make my world go round..

     Your hair are so silky..
Which slip down your head..
     It's how such a risky..
I can't escape.. the way is dead..

     That chubby cheek with a dimple..
Seduces me for a kiss..
     Being with you is not that simple..
Oh my lovely Miss..

     Honey drips from red lips..
I can't hold my thirst..
     How soft are these hips..
Let me feel the thrust..

     The way you care.. the way you share..

My nerves tremble.. the time you stare..
     For what you waiting..? come let us pair..
Now keeping a space.. is very unfair..

     Hold my hand and lift me up..
Ask me Sona whether how I am..
     If I ask you.. don't say nope..
Please love me.. love me damn..

     I'm crazy.. I'm strange..
There may be many reasons..
     But if you go out of range..
My life will have no reasons..

     Those days of darkness.. Yes I remember..
I lost my life due to one girl..
     So lonely so depressed my beats were..
I'll never forget that betrayal..

     I was lost.. My chapter was ended..
But something turned.. something began..
     From a brightness.. an Angel came..
Suddenly I found..  I was in love again..!!

This was written for Priya by Sumiet Talekar.

Awaken.. (A Prayer)

(This is for you.. and for everyone.)

Oh my Lord.. today I feel to pray you..
You know those all.. yet I'm asking you..

I know you are the one who restrains this universe..
You cover everything.. from inverse till out verse..

Please provide me things which I may need..
And not those which are  outcome of greed..

Give me money.. and give me fame..
But keep me free from any  blame..

Please show me love.. and not that lust..
Which I can't wipe.. such a stain or dust..

Lend me some happiness here for distribution..
For myself and everyone.. and without duration..

Make me strong so I can fight with my vices..
Come and stand for me if any plight rises..

I've your gifted mind.. but I've a heart too..
Which makes me helpless and idiocy to do..

Please guide me through the crossword of my life..
Do rescue me from myself.. from the edge of knife..

Acquaint me only with your true descenders..
And hide me from self-bies and betrayers..

Send me one angel as my Baby with its Mom..
I promise that I'll be with them.. to and from..

Bless me with families, friends and real termed Humans..
Till this dream ends.. and till my soul awakens..

- Sumiet Talekar