An Advice..

Bettu..

Yes Papa..

May I sit next to you..?

Hmm..

Oh my baby.. I can't see you so low..
Won't you share anything with me ?
Am I so a stranger to you..?
What's the matter sweetu..?

Nothing..

Hmm.. Maybe..
But your tears are saying it all..!
May I say you something ?

Sure Pa..

You know it really hurts when you can't stop missing that person who actually doesn't even think about you..
That person would never realize how you feel without him..
Your love, affection and care doesn't matter for him..
Beta.. You are nowhere wrong.. But also you ain't doing any right..
The moment you start thinking about else.. At the same moment you stop thinking of your own..
And this leads your life to a way to desert..
Here you will find your life of no means..
And in this phase.. Neither you live.. Nor die..!
You will not be able to eat properly.. Sleep properly.. Behave properly..
You lose your wit and sense of making decisions..
But on the other hand.. That person who once used to say that he'd die without you.. After a period of time you will catch him enjoying his life without you.. And at its fullest..!
Nobody can die for anybody.. It's just a matter of saying..
You know dear.. When I was young.. There was a girl in my life who made me discover the thing called love..
She gave me the stuff called addiction..
She introduced to me those feelings which were yet to rise with my hormones..
She changed me completely..
She was the only one girl with whom I shared my everything without any shame..
I was so confident about her love that I was dwelling on seventh sky..!
But one day came when I was collapsed to the hell..
She broke me in such a way that still today I'm finding it impossible to recollect those pieces of my soul..
Babbu.. You know.. Some people will enter in your life.. Will show you a new world..
Will share everything with you.. Will make you dream of a new life..
But in a moment will flee away from your life without any glimpse of them back again..!
They will play with your heart and body.. Trashing you at the end..
Sonu.. Still today I love that girl so much..
How foolish of me na ?
I never married.. Cause I never wanted to share those things and moments which I shared with her..
After her.. Several girls came in my life.
But as they came.. So they went..
They made promises.. They broke promises..
But all were unable to replace her from my heart..
And here with me left a thing forever.. Thing called love..
Sona.. The way I chose.. I don't want you to..
In this 21st century.. Love doesn't exist..
Here everywhere is lust..
A cycle of three elements.. LSD.. Love.. Sex and Dhoka..
Here nobody cares for you after getting satisfaction..
That's why beta.. Don't love these inhumans..
Love is the most precious thing.. Don't waste it on them who don't deserve..
Instead.. Love yourself..
Who would think and care for you if you don't..?
Yes.. I'm aware of how much loneliness you are feeling within..
You are now a grown up.. Young and matured..
You must be missing him..
His voice.. His love.. His touch.. His presence..
And this emptiness can be filled by no other else.. Not even by me..
You have a dream of a life where you are someone's wife and a mother..
But beta.. For such a successful life.. Love needs to be at both ends..
Even if one end leaves off.. It hurts badly the other.. Just like a rubber band..!
So baby.. It's sake to forget all those things which were lie as a dream..
Truth is always bitter.. But do accept it..
It will never disappoint you..
Bus do remember that you are the only one who could feel you.. Understand you.. Thus could love you..
You can't depend on others for your own life..
Kick such stones out from your mind and heart..
It's quite better to stay single if being in love hurts you like hell..
Less it will please you.. But more it will tear..
As I am..
And that is the main reason for why I adopted you..
Chalo betu.. Now got to go..

Papa..

Hmm..?

Thank you.. And I love you..!

Oh my sweetheart.. I love you 2.. 3..4..5..6..7..8..9..10..
My doll..my cake..
Mmuuaahh..

Mwaahaa.. Byeee..

Bye..
But ha.. One thing..
Don't think that what I said now all was a parental lecture..
But it's an advice.. From a soul to its heart..

Photography..

Here everything exists just to end in a photograph..

I don't have any attitude problem.. But you got of perception..

On the sets of "Maal Road Delhi.."

Days will come.. Days shall go..

When life would vanish.. Don't know..

Nothing will be left here..

Except this image on paper..

And my image of character..

Life is a photography..

While death is a photographer..!!

And me.. Sumiet23 & Sumiet Talekar..

Jesus..

Yes.. he is there..
He is watching me..
I can't see.. he is too bright..
But ha.. he can look through dark..
He knows what I want.. and what I hate..
He knows the hell of my heart..
He listens my complaints.. yet he chooses to pick
the thing for me which he thinks is appropriate..
I can't win against him..
Also I can't leave him.. cause I
love him and have no place to go elsewhere..
He too loves me.. so much that he feels jealous
looking me sharing my love with any human here..
I have a bond with him.. a signed contract till my death..
And he slaps me tightly if ever I forget him and commit any sin..

Hey my Love.. my Christ.. thanks a million for giving me a human body
by which I can understand you..
And by which I can return to you back again..
You know.. this world is very bad..
Here promises are made to be broken..
Everybody fuck each other at a time.. then leave off to their way..
They hurt each other till they die..
They play with many hearts and crush underneath their feet after getting bored..
I have too much to say you.. to confess you..
My Sins.. my Dark side.. my loneliness..
I want you to listen me..
I am sorry for what I did with you..
I never valued you when you were with me in that world of purity..
But now I am regretting and am flowing my tears for you..

Seriously.. I can't live without you..
These inhumans are killing me as they killed you..
They are mistaking me as a mad..
They think they are always right..

Papa.. a my mumma.. don't be so annoyed with me na..
Come and take me away from here..
Rescue me from these devils of vices..
Anger.. Lust.. ego.. fear.. depression.. and many hundreds of vampires
are hungry for my blood..
Please come and fight with them for me.. and for your all kids over here.
Protect them and also forgive them for their sins..
They don't know why they are here and what dwells within them..

Make every girl so pious that her beauty should lit this universe..
Make every boy so good and responsible that he would make a motivational crisis.
Make every animals so friendly that this earth should play with them..
Make our life such worth that we should be deserved enough to head towards you..
Shower a part of your richness..
Happiness.. Joy.. Discrimination.. love.. charity..
courage.. softness and sweetness.
Make us a true Human.

Now I won't say any more as you know my soul and my heart.
But one last thing.. please always rest within me and let me show
everyone my love.. my Jesus..

- sumiet talekar